Jacs

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Yo Gabba Gabba is such a fever dream

First day went well, everyone around me seems to have a similar humor to mine which is good cause otherwise I just look like an ass

Huzzah!!

Also my Jeff Goldblum pop that’s been in storage and maybe the plushie one from Ang
Yay decorating

Y’all I’ve never had a workspace that was just mine to decorate before (never worked a proper office job tho) and my ass is gonna bring in plants eventually and I’m very excited for that

While I’m waiting to go in, anyone feel like buying anything or hiring a few hours remote to start trying to make those bills? Focusing mainly on today but I’m no good at sitting & waiting without overthinking.
So having a dance party in my car to try & get it from my head. Dance parties forever

Watching people come in I’m learning I can definitely wear shorts and less formal clothes so that is kind of awesome

First day of new job fit & I honestly love it. Sister sent this when I made it up to the location (hella early cause I wanted to make sure I was good with traffic & construction etc). Found $3 in change & used it to buy a donut on my way in
It’s gonna be a good day I can tell

Fucking pumped that I can watch iOrigins again fuck yeah good end to the night

Legs are having trouble being legs again. So reading outside fresh out of the shower while the food cooks

Jokes on me we’re having it tonight so rice shall be made which means it’s coming with me to work tomorrow. Oh no. So terrible. Whatever shall I do?

Second meal prep going is chicken verde. I’ll eventually make rice for it but I don’t trust rice past 36 hours. Forgot how productive this can make me. Even if the time between getting it going & when it’s done has me whipping around doing weird shit in my room

I’m only going to shoot self portraits in filthy bathroom mirrors. Maybe take some like the MySpace / LiveJournal toothbrush ones

My mom gave me her old Cybershot so I could get photos when my sister gets married in a few weeks (teeny tiny ceremony) & I felt something from the mid 2000s unlock in me

Sleepy Riley and roasted tomato basil soup to start meal prepping lunch for the week

So far hypeman, letters, & cage match with a bear are winning in my head

-enforce a pet tax to see Riley (lol)
-sell my hair like Fantine
-convince a hacker to just erase my debt/bills
-foot pics??
-find the South Park underpants gnomes: know how to profit
-oh I have those mini zines, collages, & tins I could try to sell again too I suppose
-cage match with a bear

Ways to solve it (a non-comprehensive list):
-sell those wet plates
-access to my old Dropbox (reference photos for artists?)
-write monthly love/motivation letters
-rob a bank
-convince a wealthy older person to drain their 401k into my bank
-give terrible advice
-hype you up if you need it

Sat down this morning to do math to see how much I need to come up with before I get my first paycheck. $650 including registering my car (at least according to the math thing they have on the dmv website), $250 of which is due on the 8th.

I can do this. No clue how but I believe in myself. I think

Forgot I came across this plant last night when I was down a plant rabbit hole & I’m laughing all over again. Sperm Cactus. I’m 12

Super early morning Riley (like 5am Riley)

Y’all my lil brother got me a present just now to celebrate the new job and it’s a three armed mini grow light and it’s making me so happy

There is just something wonderful about the freedom beach. Just add lovely people @jacsnotjazz.bsky.social. Turn off all the things, tune in to the moment and just drop the hell out of all the nonsense of the world <3

Continuing the perpetual documentation of my bruises/cuts/medical things. Nice deep color from the IV

Riley has been very good for me while I dealt with the house and just sun bathed happily

I’ve been picturing the storyline of the movies Dick meets Sugar & Spice but with Duck Cheney faces. Hitchcock is directing & just going with the weird ass mix plus the Birds.
It’s been amazing to create in my head

I’m almost at the year mark of quitting gemut to try and get my burn out under control only for things to spiral waaaaay the fuck out. Like Bug City. And whatever the fuck this Syracuse winter was.
What a fucking year y’all. Fingers crossed it’s finally done

Just staying positive that I FINALLY FOUND A FUCKING JOB HERE IN SYRACUSE. Like a job job with benefits (keeping my insurance tho since it makes no sense to switch off Medicaid & pay out the ass for everything)
Which means that the rest will be sorted. It’s fucking time