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music is my autistic special interest so makes sense.

12.11.2025 17:23 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

thnx

19.06.2025 08:35 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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anyway, there's a cute picture of my dog I took yesterday

19.06.2025 08:21 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Sorry I have been MIA โ€ขฬโ ย โ ย โ โ€ฟโ ย โ ,โ โ€ขฬ€

19.06.2025 08:19 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
blurry dark blob/speck floating in the middle of someone's room ominously

blurry dark blob/speck floating in the middle of someone's room ominously

can i come over and do this in your room

20.05.2025 01:20 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 128    ๐Ÿ” 21    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 4    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

this is so cool โค๏ธ

16.05.2025 06:34 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

God, I feel this so much. Those late nights talking about nothing and everything, falling asleep to some movie in the background. It really felt like we were part of something. Adulthood can be so isolating in comparison. I miss that effortless closeness too.

05.04.2025 06:08 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Death of a Unicorn is sharp, weird, & campy in the best way. A24 finally hits again. It skewers big pharma & greed with killer performances from Ortega, Rudd, & Poulter. That 53% on RT? Absolute trash. Go see it & support original films before remakes rot everything.

05.04.2025 06:06 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Yep, it's called Whering. I have it, still haven't gotten my whole wardrobe yet.

20.03.2025 03:09 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Green or silver all the way

11.03.2025 18:31 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

whatever da cocteau twins be sayingโ€ฆ..

11.03.2025 07:47 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 31    ๐Ÿ” 4    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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a man and a woman are standing next to each other and looking at a statue of a face . ALT: a man and a woman are standing next to each other and looking at a statue of a face .
08.03.2025 13:48 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 8    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

YES CUUUTE

08.03.2025 13:47 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Oooh, me first!

07.03.2025 18:13 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

dysphoria and depression have been kicking my ass lately ngl

06.03.2025 22:44 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

trying to live by the mantra: โ€˜I canโ€™t die now, Iโ€™ve got graves to dance on that havenโ€™t been dug yet.โ€™ honestly, itโ€™s been helping a lot.

06.03.2025 22:42 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 5    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

sorry I've been MIA. i've just been torrenting & burning horror movies to add to my DVD collection for the past few weeks

06.03.2025 00:44 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 7    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Because society conditions us to see vulnerability as weakness. Weโ€™re taught to filter, suppress, and curate ourselves, so when we open up, it feels like breaking a rule. But that shame isnโ€™t real, itโ€™s just conditioning trying to keep us from real connections.

24.02.2025 19:17 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

me thinks I shall perishโ€ฆ nay, I simply need a little treat.

23.02.2025 19:27 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

HAWT

23.02.2025 16:59 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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*sigh*

23.02.2025 14:49 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 6    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

hot people get the worst stomach aches. like yes, i am beauty, i am grace, and i am curled up in the fetal position.

23.02.2025 12:57 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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goodnight moots ๐Ÿฆ‡

22.02.2025 03:49 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 6    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

you know, i've needed a good back cracking for a while

22.02.2025 03:46 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Love these!!!

22.02.2025 03:32 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

god, yessssss ๐Ÿ˜ซ

22.02.2025 03:29 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

dissociating is not enough; i need to evaporate

22.02.2025 02:19 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 29    ๐Ÿ” 5    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Goodnight ๐Ÿ˜ด

18.02.2025 08:20 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

If you are grieving love lost, I know it hurts. Love that leaves still leaves its mark, and missing someone doesnโ€™t make you weak. Healing is messy. Itโ€™s okay if today stings. You are still worthy of love, even in the aftermath of heartbreak.

14.02.2025 15:31 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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I hate that I have to crop my profile picture, so here's full size.

I recently redid my black hair but added vivid copper roots, bang pieces and under highlights.

13.02.2025 05:31 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 12    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

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