Bunnibat

Meme: Rami Malek as Freddie Mecury & Rami Malek as Elliot from Mr. Robot

Me

This is another reminder to #medsky that Ehlers Danlos Syndrome research is severely underfunded, and that's inexcusable given how many people are suspected of suffering from it.

#DoSomething

Loves this animals

In retail there is no walk in... so we hid in whichever room there no camera in to have our meltdown and vape time

Every day I get hit with more and more shit I can't take and today I litterly just can't seem to have it in me

All morning: *dontcrydontcrydontcry*
The minute I'm ready to leave: *every emotion decides nows the time to leave my face*

Me: *is allergic to ginger*
Me: why is it certain facial cleansers make me swell up?
*Realizes turmeric is in like 40/50% of the products*
*quickly learns turmeric and ginger are family*
Ahh I've been poisoning my face... NOICE

*has okay body day*
~~the second I stop staying steady~~
**body crumples**
Ahh that's what I was waiting for... this feels like my corpse

Pronouncing "polycules" like an ancient Greek name

YouTube video by adyn mr krabs is one thicc bih

Me: *j existing*
Brain: "yaknow what's fun? This * youtu.be/YY7jONjGiwk?... *
(Send help it's been 3 days and I've been singing it nonstop)

I really hate that feeling of "I'm okay" while the world is litterly collapsing around you while also having that make you unintentionally cry without really noticing it

I really have to pee but I don’t wanna get up so I will be stomping all the way to the bathroom like an angry ogre (this is a daily occurrence)

I recall this.
*steps on ladder*
"Oh no, whys it spicy?!"
What?
*carefully comes down from ladder*

This is screaming hot topic apocalypse staff @vthesinister.bsky.social

Exactly. Like I need it for my offerings

Teeth cleaned... they won't let me keep the tooth they're pulling so I'm a lil mad ... but also sitting alone half numb makes me want to crawl our of my skin MORE

Tooth removal tomorrow and litterly 3 of my biggest fears/icks in one sitting and I have to just.... be still and relaxed.... I fucking hate this

Having a "dynamic disability" is a pain in my ass. It's not my job to educate on my disability and it's definitely not my job to make you comfortable with it.
My job is to go through the day with minimal damage and pain which I have to DEMAND because boundaries aren't respected since I "was fine b4"

I've been having a very hard time lately between the medication and the condition itself. A very hard time... 😔 #chronicpain

No such thing as "too much"

(Please do NOT ask about why they were bed banned)

Blonde pit mix dog sleeping snug in bed

My dogs have had a bed ban for the last 2 days... I maybe gave in tonight because I didn't realize they need to be in bed for me to sleep.
(Eepy caesar picture tax)

Legit doing anything in my power tonight to make myself feel better about my long ass day tomorrow.... last thing in my list is a dab and finding the right video to clock out.

I always blame the fae when this happens but I'll never touch or move it...

I say self date but it's really just buying myself a coffee, vape, and manicure or pedicure and then imedetly running errands for the house

I can't wait for my self date this month. I'm just hoping the holiday doesn't make it take longer to make possible

Rat throwing fists with a crab on beach

Typical night in Baltimore:

Death of Star vs Birth of Cell

Lowkey don't even feel like I'm just existing anymore.
Yes I'm constantly in survival mode because of the world. But I can't find joy or a bright side to anything right now and looking for it makes it even more less likely to find