Today is my birth mum's birthday. And I sit here with tears welling in my eyes...
...cause I can't recall the sound of her voice.
Why did you have to give up

BEHOLD! MY PLANT ARMY!!! #plants #greenthumb #plantgal

The Revolution will be AI-icized

I'm dying, i swear the invisible dick energy was a joke! But now ehhhhh is it?!

It's a beautiful day for a banishing

The cutest thing to be next to right now. Makes me not wanna go adulting...
...grumble...stupid responsibilities. 10 more minutes, THEN I'll hit the gym

Bruh.... one of these days my arse is gonna take myself on a gd date to The Melting Pot and I will have ZERO regrets

I am, the anime protagonist

since disabling the book of faces, I've been much better...
...i still have boughts of horribly debilitating depression, BUT I SWEAR IT'S BETTER!

Go the FUCK to bed or quiet the FUCK down you FUCKING children!!
If you had a FUCKING job, then maybe you'd actually RESPECT those who work!

Oh dear Satana save me;
It's fuckin happening all over again. I swear to the gods they're like a bad case of herpes

Let's also not forget that your b*****arse has a gd air conditioning unit in their room that you can fully use if yer too gd hot. Also, lets make note that out of the 4 living here, YOU are the only one who is kivetching about the heat when it's feckin a high of 21° outside.
Hypocritical c*ntwaffle

Hey c**twaffle, before you kivetch about how it's "too hot" in the upper level, let's remember that I'm only using this gd space heater *in MY room* cause YOU kivetched about the house being set to 65° is giving you "heat headaches" while you slept like a bum on the couch for 3 months...

It's getting harder to fight the urge with the passing of each day...

I've been fantasizing lately on how it would be if I just... up and left. Vanished into the horizon without even a goodbye.
I've always wanted to move somewhere else, like Maine.
Dunno anyone who would miss me for long aside from a handful of people. Others will forget easy, or not even care

Im reminded why I take sleep aids; Aside from my boughts of insomnia, it's hard to relax when the c*nt cackles loudly at random intervals, insists to have her phone volume on max in discord calls with her simp club, and the front door gets slammed like a wwf match up thanks to ICE in the frame...

Fuck you for trying to tell me who I can or cannot talk to. Fuck you for assuming I gaf about another person's feelings for who I talk to. But most of all, fuck you for defending someone else over me cause they have delicate sensibilities over who tf I talk to and try helping with MY life experience

I miss it...
I miss my mom
I miss my dad
I miss my grandma
I miss my family
I miss my fucking family..
I miss feeling safe
I miss feeling loved

I hate this time of year

My GPS betrayed me yesterday, and decided I needed a nice night romp through the city before I get home...
...in the rain...
...while it was thick with fog...
...alone...

Guh... thanks to a sudden full wake-up panic attack, i now am trying to function on no coffee or tea till I can acquire some.
The bf was fine. the only one I couldn't check was my dad.
He'd better be ok...

The feelings you get when you have to implement your limits and boundaries.
Be mad, but I at least have standards i am willing to keep intact.
I just wish you didn't push me to use them.

Nice to know the house of cards will fall without me
Veery tempted to give that support card a swift ol kick

...After all, you pay for nothing. You sit around all day doing nothing of value. And lately you leave a smell of B.O. in your wake. Like furniture!
Enjoy your new place in life!
Perhaps someone will come along and buy you up for their place after a good cleaning

I've finally decided what you are, little girl.
You. Are. Furniture.
Until I so much as hear an apology coming from you for the vile fecal matter you threw my direction with no evidence to back up the claims, you are nothing more than furniture...

About to do something I most likely shouldn't be doing... but f*** it. Let's embrace the pain

Go ahead, make me the villan in your story. You still won't escape your inevitable end of being alone

When your chest feels heavy and yet no emotion but indifference is present...that's when you know the end is nigh

Part of me wants to keep trying...
The other part, is ready to give up, and let go...
..and it's getting stronger, and harder to ignore

I'm tired...

Feel free to be a doormat to someone who will never love you the way you want, I'll be over here doing what I do best; taking care of my damn self