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Yk you're cooked when you're freaking out over minor weight gain whilst eating like 1500kcal a day. Like girl you are eating a *lower* amount still and your body is clearly starving, eat

But no I'm going to be insane about it. I will be 90lbs by my birthday :)

So today we start the psychology method: I am that bitch who eats little and well. I listen to my body and make informed choices; my life does not revolve around consumption

Terrified to get on the scale because the months of extreme hunger has given me that spongy bloated feeling and I *know* I've put on weight

400kcal a day to 1500kcal on average will do that. It's not even that much but my busted metabolism is yk. Busted 😭

Walking pad when.

Don't starve yourself to the nines I promise extreme hunger will drive you insane. Water retention and bloating is killing me

Okay I'm back. Done with convincing people that I'm Normal Again. I dread to step on the scale after eating breakfast on the daily but needs must 💀

Now I'm allowed to get a walking pad!! Recommendations??

I'm lying I'm going back to weighing myself daily 🤪

Good morningggg it's hour 72 so I'm breaking fast with a bowl of 90kcal vegetable soup 🥰

I came in at 105.6lbs today so my body weight WILL move under duress 💀💀 maybe I'll do a 72 hour fast once a month and weigh myself after

Haven't eaten in 59 hours so what has my body found to excrete exactly ???

(I have slow gut.)

54 minutes and I'm going to get in bed and get so stoned that I can't move 💀

It's hour 57 and the smell of *toast* is making me feral with hunger 🥲 I do have bone broth or even soup if I start keeling over but it's almost bed time 😩 My head feels funny but I'm pretending that's not happening lol

50 hours into this fast and I'm pretty sure I could get away with doing this at least once a month. It genuinely helps my slow gut catch up 💀

106.6lbs🧍‍♀️

Everybody make a prayer circle because if I am over 106lbs tomorrow I fear I'll explode lmao

I'm on 25 hours and I'm still terminally afraid to weigh myself. Maybe tomorrow ???

revolutionary idea... what if i stop eating

I can't wait to hit 90lbs this year lmfao
It's coming

Tell me why fasting is so much easier when my fiancé actually knows what I'm doing 💀

If anybody has any tips on getting rid of water retention/hormone regulation, pls ping them at me jfc

This isn't even about my weight at this point. I can't stand the bloated sludge feeling. I hate the slimy, weighted feeling of certain things in my digestive tract. Enough!!! I am the person putting this in my mouth!!!

All this water retention is insane. I've had enough. Today I had a pre-fast breakfast and then it's nothing but tea for 72 hours to get my gut to reset

Then bone broth as I slowly add food back in bit by bit to gauge what exactly is making me worse 💀 No alcohol, no more high sugar or fat.

God I am so tired of this shit (blood tests)

106.4lbs!!! We are SO back

I'm awake at half three in the morning and my mouth is dry as fuck. I remember why I stopped doing this 💀💀💀

I was once in a shit load of credit card debt. I'd never go back 💀

I had a high protein breakfast before my meds so ??? Maybe this is it. Maybe I'll eat breakfast instead of dinner ???

Total intake today: 378kcal 👁👄👁

Am I ... back? Please ???

I've gained *again* and I'm fearing that my thyroid has given up 😶

Scale weighed in at 107.2lbs today

:) the consequences of my actions have put on 6lbs. I'm probably retaining water too but 😶 kms

I got up like wow I feel like a disgusting bloated corpse. And then I looked in the mirror and was like 🧍‍♂️when I could see all of my ribcage and my stomach was concave. What isa the truth