Mira 🩷 . ִ ࣪ ⋆ ೀ

Despite having a grand 673kcal yesterday I have gained like 0.2lbs. Kms

Me when ⭐ving involves feeling hungry (shocking)

Prayer circle in the chat that I'mnunder 100lbs again today thank u

The only thing with OMAD is that you eat your meal and then that's it. I'm not physically hungry but I pine for a cookie

The scale better read like 3lbs tomorrow istg

Me: damn why am I shaking violently for no reason
Also me: gone back to fasting and eating as little as possible

Idiot

Fasting genuinely makes me feel so much better. Why the fuck I was forcing myself to eat breakfast everyday seems insane now lmao

9 ♡ I was v*gan for almost ten years. It started because I wanted to avoid more food groups— and then it almost killed me :)

8 ♡ I'm deeply aware of why I am the way I am. I could write a thesis on why I'm disordered, how those disorders interact— and knowing I can't Stop makes me go insane

100.6lns this morning I'm almost back to the weight I was before the two-week long incident (being ill lmao)

7 ♡ I used to have hair the length of my spine 😔 I miss it

I weighed in at 101.4lbs today but that's a given after all the fucking *eating* I did last week but :))) I'm back in business teehee

6 ♡ I'm sober across the board but every single day I miss it. I miss active addiction. I miss the drugs, the alcohol. I miss cigarettes and cutting. I miss being a fucking mess

Hello kitty pasta 😭😭

Finished my fast at 21 hours with pan softened apple and cinnamon, with a little drizzle of buckwheat honey~ ♡♡

150kcal and then dinner should be 271kcal— 420kcal food calories and then however much tea I drink lmfao. I'm on 72kcal for tea, so 😇

5 ♡ I've been madr homeless so many times that being outside of my house gives me a sense of dread so profound I want to throw up :)

4 ♡ I don't use the term much because I don't feel like it relates to my experience, but I'm a system. A plural etc

3 ♡ I've been ✨️ clinically dead ✨️

2 ♡ I'm an ortho/ana/arfid combo on the grounds I'm insane about my health and sensory issues. Being chronically ill/pain when things touch me makes being alive actually unbearable lmfao

1 ♡ The reason I don't post pictures of myself is because I'm heavily tattooed and easily identified 😂 thumbs down for anonymity

One like = one lore drop !!

This sounds fun, lets see how fast the diazapam kicks my ass as I answer ♡

... you know you're fucking cooked when your cat's treats smell good. God 💀

I'm back to just not eating breakfast. Like fr who cares. I do not. I'm too poor for three meals a day and 10lbs will not get rid of itself

So today I have had the grand total of sandwich (224kcal) and mushroom soup/bread piece (261kcal) then additional cups of tea (currently 109kcal) which pitches me at 594kcal

It's 8pm. I may stay under 800kcal today uh oh whoopsie

I ate my dinner and thought of you so you better have got something okay 😭😭

You gotta eat if you're taking your fur baby out b— or have something decent to drink. Any milk, juice etc etc. Literally anything

Those look *so* good 😩

Something in my brain makes unattractive evil men look like candy

Marrow!!! Glad to hear you're still with us and fighting tooth and nail 🫂

Have you considered arson

Can't lose too much fluid if I'm liquid fasting 😇 fr though I've got one eye on the road and one on the devil, so they say; if it gets too dicey I'll tap out