wrote a whole ass essay listening to just rupaul and its my best work yet

"if you eat it then your friends will die, if you eat it some starving wild not including yourself will die, if you eat it you'll go to jail, how do i explain to myself that eating is bad." jesus

the way i hated myself so violently is insane i literally was yelling at myself for giving myself an ed and wanting to eat and being cold and losing hair

even though i was terrible and cringy this video is so fucking triggering im gonna kms like help free appetite suppression for life

watching old videos of myself making coffee and throwing away my breakfast and i was giving 2020 accent (all i said was "i hate myself" repeatedly and complained about food)

found a guy who sells acid and i’m buying tommorow yay

I TEXTED THE PLUG AND HE TEXTED ME HIS PLUG BECAUSE WE DONT GO TO THE SMAE SCHOOL

i miss my friends!!!

i don’t know why but i’m very very sad and have lost my anger completely. got caught doing whip its and got in trouble and didn’t even yell back. i wish i did

i need to disppear for the rest of my life

how tf do i hide sh on my wrists without wearing long sleeves

how tf are y’all getting weed in hs i don’t know plugs and all my friends hate that stuff or just get it from their parents ☹️

me on here

revisiting the tumblr girl scriptures

going off my meds was a terrible horrible mistake

i feel so real (mildly suicidal)

my vape is burnt and i want to kms

off my meds drunk on thanksgiving yolo

cutting my torso because arms are obvious and legs dont have any room but i can't get deeper than baby cuts and those barely hurt anymore

cutting myself an d then realizing these will be on me of literally the rest of my life and who tf wants a girl with cuts all over her god

i fear my vape is burning out

i think people ma. think my life is kind of sad because of the amount of substances i have abused but honestly its fun im having fun its not sad

day drunk ironing clothes i feel like a 1950s housewife

i’m fully recovered but i still engage in edtwt and idk why

accidentally got my mom watching rupaul and she thought alaska was from idaho because of the hi thing 😭

i was told i was a fien after stuffing my vape in between my boobs today

i miss twitter as it was and my friends aren't on here :(((