cyber ꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱

ednos is so weird like do i have an eating disorder or am i faking it or am i just mental like

oop im back again LMSO

haven’t gained but haven’t lost i think i’ll start heavy restricting again when august starts

have to start the limit plan TODAY cuz i’ve just been unintentionally fasting since i was sick

yall i’ve been sick asffff but i don’t mind cuz im back in the 120s now LMAOO

love these types of limit plans i will be starting this tmr 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

fasting for today !! hopefully that puts me back on track

limit was 800 last week this week i will not go over 500. i WILL be 122-125 by the end of this week idc if i have to purge everything i eat.

why it say i gained 3 POUNDS ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhbhhhhh literally says im 130 and i was 127 two days ago do not play with me rn

net is 730 today my cycle ends tmr so i will finally weigh again sunday, im drinking tmr so that means absolutely no food. gonna convince my friends that i already ate they usually get worried but alcohol within itself is so many cals and if i gain i will cry.

net is 719 today, hopefully i’m out of the 120s by this month ughhh

body check at work, if u didn’t know fat lifeguards do exist aka ME

on my cycle so i guess i won’t weigh till it’s over and that’s gonna kill me I LOOK SO BLOATED 😓

started mine yesterday like ughhhh

net is 760 today

i’ve lost 7lbs since july back in the 120s so now it’s time to speed run out of them

i’m aliveeee

“you look a little bloated today” i will literally blow my brains out in front of u.

once you start indulging in drugs you’d be surprised how common functional drug addicts are like our firefighters, nurses, teachers, yeahhhh

all the drugs for eternal nye is secured i can’t to be tripping balls for LSZEE set 😫😫 (still debating on taking the ecstasy) #drugsky #drugtwt

hi guys i took a tab yesterday at a rave and im super tired im also fasting so its going to be easy to hit that 24h mark if i just sleep😫

ughhh i can’t wait till my next festival, it’s probably going to be electric forest but i swear festivals r just my reason to go on a drug bender

SO CUTE !!

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whoaaa ur lying!!

gotta sober rave next weekend only because eternal is the week after and i’m going to candy flip otherwise i would be on a shit ton of molly

i should’ve kept going but i wasn’t even planning on fasting today

i haven’t gotten my period in awhile idk if it’s my ed or the drugs or probably both. oh well fr

eternal nye is in a month and i need to lose 10lbs ASAP, after today i need to trigger my honeymoon phase literally no more than 500 on the weekdays and then 800 on the weekends, with my new job i can fast most of the day till im off then repeat.

i love my girl molly😭 it’s 6am and i’m still rolling. #drugsky #drugtwt

ur tats r cool asf omg