"It's about ten sixty-fourths of an inch."

oh my stars, the lengths Americans will go to just to avoid saying 4mm. 🤦

Oh hey, you get prettier every day. :3 Have so much fun and hug all the girls for me!!

This is a good reminder to myself to go listen to any one of the live recordings of Fred and Obongjayar doing Adore U any time I think the world is beyond hope. 💜

Me: works to the point of exhaustion during the week.

Also Me: spends the whole weekend being super physicaly and socially active.

Also Also Me: "why the fluff am I so tired?!"

Many of you have heard the story about the time I met a woman so distractingly beautiful, I accidentally cut off one of my fingers . . . I'm seeing her tonight for the first time in 9 years. Wish me luck. XD

Watching a genius-level person with no formal background just joyfully and naturally discover a line cliche progression-based counterpoint and play with it has to be one of the most beautiful things I've ever seen in my life. Theory doesn't create music, it just lets us vibe about it afterwards.

As we spiral into fascism that wants people like me and mine to suffer, the 1st hand anxiety gets ever worse, but the 2nd
hand anxiety for those I love is what really hits eats every day. I'm working harder than ever to use my privilege to help those who I can, but the emotional exhaustion . . .

Whoah, TIL they revived the franchise! I played the JP version before it flopped, lol. But I'm a sucker for trying things my friends are playing! (so long as there's no gatcha.)

Phew! Turns out strong women was . . . me.

Oversized queen frame dismantled and moved, new frame put together, 12" mattress swapped for the 14" one, all by myself. One bruise, but no blood! At least my reward is sleeping on a brand new bed. ^_^

I got a new bed and mattress!

. . . and I am now realizing that the last time I physically lifted this mattress and these bedframe parts was eight years back -well over one(1) HRT ago. 😅

Plz send strong women to my location.

Haha, and then one of the headliners recognized me from shows 15 years ago and bought me a drink. How PLUR!

THE BEE FURRY IS HERE. Okay, my week is made.

This Rave
- at least a quarter therian / furry
- at least half GNC / trans
- working DDR and IIDX rigs adjacent to dancefloor
- several full gothic lolita 'fits
- most of the lineup have appeared on mainstream rhythm games
- drums *and* bass

Work overtime all week.
Exhausted.
Get really excited for weekend.
Realize I'm lonely and unmotivayed.
Work more to try and pass the time.
Still exhausted.

Up at midnight getting paid to do infosec work while listening to a beautiful loved one play dark techno. It isn't the cyberpunk future we imagined, but it's at least a lot comfier. And I have honey tea. And CBG. 😌

my toxic relationship trait is my crippling inability to be the first one to hit the "end call" button when saying goodnight to a loved one on discord. 🥹

today one of the coolest dykes in the neighbourhood said I look like a goth powerfuff girl and my life is 1% more complete.

no idea. I'm not even 25% of the way through the story.

haha, we've already had *too* much reason to learn it for the last year. (that said, I am playing with it set to French! the girls' voices are so cute.)

I really want to do a Clair Obscur cosplay just so that I
1) have an excuse to get a really pretty sword
2) get to hum the music nonstop for a weekend

I am personally offended that this security training course uses a fox as the attacker. Even if it's somewhat fair. XD

the sudden realization that trauma is essentially a mechanic in hardcore games and that this is probably why my interest in gaming tapered off ~9 years ago . . .

"I never tasted honey so sweet
as your love
your tenderness knocked me off my feet
I fell in love with
the sweet taste of blood from a stone
it's torture masquerading as bliss
the feeling has gone
left me so far from home
and I'm feeling alone"

Yeah, we still don't deserve Above & Beyond.

be the blossom that refuses to fade because others think your time is up.

seek not for those we love to forgive us, but for them to understand us well enough that they no longer need do so.

Trinnnn, I miss you and I wanna go dancing with you again some day! 💜💜💜

Holy fluff, the new Dana Terrace show is *wild*. I'ma need the rest of the season like right meow.

Okay, I give up, I'm never catching up on my work emails.

Some of the best advice I ever heard about playing an instrument: leave one where you can see it. Instruments are things of beauty and will attract you to playing them and practice will never be a chore.

(my new acoustic bass is *amazing*.)

flufffff, any day with new 2mello is a good one.