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This is a hopeful post. I am hopeful that I am starting to heal.

The day isn’t over but I am hopeful that I can make it.

For almost 3 weeks I have cried every single day. I am consistently experiencing chest crushing anxiety or emotionally spiraling out of control.

So far I am tear free and I haven’t spiraled. Today I’m numb as hell but I’ll take it.

Thinking about this panel a lot lately.
Wish I could CTRL-Z an entire year & live in blissful ignorance. The highs weren’t as high but the lows weren’t as low.
Just living in fear and confusion all the time.
I’m not out.
Add the complexities of everything else and I just wish the fog would lift.

RSD is such a horrid bitch.
If I could remove an acronym it would probably be highest on my list.

It is crazy that the excitement of 8 days ago could disappear so easily.

I’ll have what they are having.

Understatement. Especially since it was under promised by the media for most of our formative years! Like lawnmower man.
It’s also the only thing right now making this fucked up timeline/reality “tolerable” since all my friends live in there.

If there was any doubt… elder millennials still party hard!

I have to start working out more, especially my arms.
I am going to MFF and I need the strength to hug so many people in person for the first time!

Trans is Beautiful
#Trans #TransRights

Bigscreen Beyond 2e: VRChat Edition Shopping screen

BLUESKY GIVEAWAY:

- 1 Bigscreen Beyond 2e: @vrchat.com Edition (no 10 years of VRC+, sorry).

As long as Bigscreen can ship to you, you're eligible.

RULES:
- must be following me on Bluesky
- must RT this post

you must be comfortable with me ordering it for you!

Hap Birf!

Yes and also….

Raptors are cuties.

I... never would have expected GOG to do a big porn giveaway to protest censorship, but hey, it's high profile enough to bring the site to its knees so CLEARLY it's spreading awareness.

Mood

Your Smartwatch's Heart Rate Monitor Was Developed by a Furry Dr. David Benaron is an inventor whose team at Stanford laid the groundwork for the optical heart rate monitor. He's also a cheetah named Spottacus.

If you have a smartwatch with the green light, thank Spottacus. It’s incalculable how many lives his work has saved- so many people who otherwise wouldn’t have gotten help without alerts from his system. What a legacy.

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After 100 days without her… she is back.

I cried on my drive to work this morning. I missed her so fucking much!

New Ashbeast sticker base pack!! May make more in the future :) if you have an Ashbeast sona you should treat urself to some cheap stickers hehe

#furryart #furrybase #furrystickers #ashbeast #furryvrchat #vrchatfurry #dragonfurry

Bought and started customizing! Love these so much!

I have been without my car for 92 days.
The withdrawal symptoms are getting worse. I miss my V8.

Maybe on Monday my Mustang might be repaired. But we are on the 4th or possibly 5th bad axle assembly replacement. Go figure used axles out of S197 V8 Mustangs might be a bit beat.

I mean mine sploded spectacularly.

That is amazing!

I am / they are so close, yet so impossibly far away.

My first pride month as a member is in the books.
I accidentally came out to people before I was ready, my life flipped upside down, I withdrew suffered and came back from the brink.

Pretty sure I am doing this right so far.

Looking forward to next year, might even attend a parade! 🏳️‍⚧️

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I keep forgetting to record an updated video of this, so here's a video of the WIP version of the starmap I made for #Furality Somna which also has the schedule on it. It's just a fun little personal project I made specifically for my Furality avatar.
#VRChat

First pride month that I celebrate not as an ally but as a member of the community.
Took me 41 years to realize some things. It has been and continues to be an interesting journey.

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