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i can still keep in touch with people i just tend to not have qs much fun as i used to on here

lowkey thinking of quitting b1uesky im just not feeling it anymore

// vent

feeling very im going to fuck the devil in his mouth i jusg need to listen to my sickness so i can learn how /ref

im scared of losing everything ive worked for so far. so i need to go faster. ill consume myself in my own bullshit. i wont be able to justify having all this to myself. if everything is transactional. losing it all scares me. my friends my family and my place as a student. i cant deal with it

// vent

the unsuppressed fear thats been dispersed across my entire person is back to forcing me into another depression. i hate living rn if im honest. but i cant just give up because thats not what im feeling. life just fucking sucks when youre scared of everything.

sorry i forgot to do the vent warning thing on these

why am i made of unstoppable determination and perseverance

ayone else lack emotional permanence

i am losing jt

the 6 fix

wow do i count blushes bats eyrlashes

// vent

lowkey its getting bad sometimes

ive wanged to make my icon this on here for ages its so me

im thinking about this

a close up of a person with blue eyes and black hair . ALT: a close up of a person with blue eyes and black hair .

system mascot

i dont like faceless icons either they make me feel weird

id set it as something ez but no matter who i put it as its going to cause me to split

im never happy with my layout over here bruh

// small vent

hate being extroverted but with a very small amount of friends because i need to talk to people to live (tend to use b1uesky for this) but sometimes i genuinrky cant handle social media

whyd my fyp get evil out of nowhere

i made it out of the dissociatiok hell today but tomorrow will also be a challenge i am expecting

i jnow its easier said fhan done but idc mg system harbours many a thing and we are capable of respecting alter boundaries /tiredly said

were innthis togerher 🤝 there will be better days

on a positive note i finally figured out the direction i want to take with my art and now i can take steps to making that happen & working on my self expression

// vent

felt bad cause i hadnt eaten. finally ate something. now i feel sick. girl let me WIN

i dont mean to vent so much on here the psychic damage just doesnt stp

only thjng thay stops the dissociaoton hell is 0MORI OST are you serious

you know when you feel lie you need help from something specific but you dont know what it is
like i dnt wnt tobe in this situaiton

// vent AGAIN

im so sick and tired of this its just thing happens -> dissociation hell over wnd over man and it never stops i hate this i hate rhis i hate this

im so picky about who i fb i feel so weird about my promos