Saint Helios

Behold... the Elisium fields of Tindra, a tiny insignificant fraction of it

I might make changes but this looks neat for now

I've made this again including the new megas, yep, Aggron is not my favourite anymore...

Exacly what I was searching

@discord.com here, lemme show you as a marketing guy, how your face ID thing will create servers for pedos:

There will be fake sfw servers, that need no face ID, making teens and addults cohexist with no limitations. No pedos will ever get verified for obvious reasons.

You welcome!

Verdad? xd

Yo tampoco he dormido bien, mi existencia se funde con la cama xd

No eep time! I can scream to the moon!

AAAAAAUUUUUUUUUU

I love to see the future we got promised go down, as no one wants to live on it, the investors only want to get money out of it that is xd.

Anyway, for now I'm feeling better and I hope no one that I meed ends being the way I've described above.

If people ends pushing me this way, they'll create me a genuine and justified reyectment against them that I really do not wanna have, that reyectment might also turn into hate too, but I'm getting too far ahead

You will reinforce the idea of me doing the correct choice of being far from someone like you, proving to be as toxic as I've mentioned above: embracing drama, because this is not a question and your opinion doesn't matter, I'm, not, a, furry.

Like, I didn't had serious cases of this, but I will add it here because I always share this thread to not repeat myself constantly:

I'm not a furry anymore, if you try to push me back to what I've made clear I don't want to be, you will gain nothing

Getting back to this, I can totally say: I feel happier with myself now, more chill and confortable

What I do not feel so comfortable is... certain people: I'm genuinely afraid that they pust me back to the hole I do not wanna be into

"No god will bring you the peace you deserve, nothing will, no one will protect you, death awaits you, so knowing this, don't wait, brother of the void, come with me, and you'll feel less and less in my realm..."

- Xerafin

Curious thing I did huh?

After this post, I feel better now, still tought, the thoughts I've poured here were all true and genuine.

All I can say is: I'll manage to find a way to feel better, plus, I guess my mind is more fragile than what I'd like to admit, meds along time must have gave me problems I'm sure.

So yeah... I had to pull this out sooner or later, I wish I could make the big announcment I wish to make but... I can't 😭

So yeah, all of these might make me lead into depression sooner or later, they already look like valid suicide reasons, since the world is doing nothing but getting worse wtihout giving us space or time to breath or live peacefully. I'm sure some people already suicide because of any of these.

I wish I could work as a small influencer online and forget about this, but my family needs me and I can see I'm not the best calling people's attention (the good way, not the mentally-ill kid who needs attention way)

And well, lasts things are a bit more personal: I have to study like 1000 pages to get a certain job, I'm not exagerating.

This is a public job, the only job I can get admited to because I have autism and people in companies will never hire me... even if laws make me more cheaper for them.

These are more country related tbh: my government is trash, the right is being corrupt without being on the power and the left is staring at a wall doing stuff no one has asked for, even worsening people's life

Which is a general thing that infuriates me: companies abusing their power constantly nowdays, and everyone being assholic idiots and not moving from them, keeping their power thanks to the people they have, hurting theyselves and others... I fucking hate humanity lol

Microslop will make Windows 12 a service monthly stealer with AI, brother says they are going to change it, while I hope so, Microslop will totally abuse it's power

Donald Trump is going to mess with Europe now, USA always did that one way or another, but this is just annoying

Collective Shout is still messing around, it infuriates me how much power these people have, specially knowing the shitty support they have online, everyone hates them lol, I'll celebrate their disolution (if I'm alive when it happends... hopefully)

Discord just announced they'll make it obligatory for people to use face ID, this makes me worried about my privacity

So, right now, I'm actually "fine" in my life, however, there is sevral things that are dragging my mental health down, and I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one.

So I think it can be a good exercise to pull all this crap out and see if other people is on the same boat by reposting my posts.

Do you know how it feels to fall into madness? Because I am starting to know how it feels...

Currently learning to paint, this is a remake of one of my old arts, what you guys think?

My friend gave me inspiration while on an artblock, he's my best friend for a reason

Have a soup dragon

In Spain this is more ironic knowing no salary will allow us to live out of our parent's home and having many people telling us to study what we like (fun fact: what we like gives no money)