Jin

im going to draw this with my vtuber design

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i find it weird that so many things say that short brush-strokes are a sign of beginner artists because i have short brush strokes but i manage to always hit the same line to elongate it each time, so im not really sure where this conception comes from

thinking about how im going to make my rig artist a model where he holds his cat too.... with cat hood pj... we r twinning.

also behold a screenshot of some new art of my vtuber that i commissioned, im still waiting for my concept art to be done but it's basically finished, i just need her to polish it and design a matching mascot b/c i want a toggle of her holding her cat b/c i love my cats

i stopped taking commissions this year bc i was far too busy but i cant stop commissioning other artists and i need the money now to balance it out [screaming]

honestly ive seen a lot of good vtuber designs but i am with 500% confidence that mine is the best, the amount of soul and love poured into this... it's just sasuga peak man, lovepilled design... just wait bro

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOONYYYY <3 <3 ONE OF THE MOST TALENTED PEEPS I KNOW

thank u uncle jumbo

#kasumiyoshizawa #persona5

if i dont release em my head blows up

also sorry i guess that bsky has become my personal journal, maybe i actually should make an art bsky but i dont really feel like posting art, just my thoughts

sadly the discord server im the most active in is also the most toxic wasteland i have ever been in

i finally got a response from the studio after putting them blast on public, why does it need to fucking come to this though jesus fucking christ

like why are so many vtubers fucking nazis and why are so many vtuber artists literal scammers, what is happening

i dont even want a refund dude i just want my fucking art, why is the vtuber sphere like this man

like im actually genuinely really hurt at the thought that this design would have such a negative association when it meant so much to me

i was also going to change the pattern of her dress to reflect the lotuses drawn over the temple of my grandma's resting place as well, idk if the studio actually realizes how much this design meant to me as a person

i guess the only thing going for this was that at least most of the design was finished (the base sketch was done) but im going to be really sad if my design is just plagued with bad vibes because of this incident because i literally designed my vtuber design after my heritage and my cats

It's been months since we started the project and the concept art was almost complete. I loved the design so much that I already started commissioning art with it so that I could have some art for my debut, I loved the design that much but I hate that it's having this feeling attached to it.

I don't want to get involved in any drama but I fail to understand why it's taken 2 months with 0 progress, no communication, no responses to my messages, and the artist is delivering consistently on Vgen, which was activated AFTER our agreement like Vgen customers have priority over mine

Like immediately when you and I were talking about making models I immediately went to look for someone to design something that would reflect my vision and to have this be the result of months long wait is really saddening

Yeah I genuinely have no clue on what to do because I didn't want any drama attached to my name what-so-ever and this is making me deeply uncomfortable, stressed, and saddened because I just wanted a great design that paid respect to my cats but I'm genuinely super aghast by the lack of transparency

I DONT EVEN COMMISSION ARTISTS A LOT BRO THIS IS LIKE THE FIRST TIME I SPLURGED ON A BIG PROJECT AND IT WAS JUST CONCEPT ART FOR A VTUBER DESIGN BRO

i never thought this would happen to me

at what point do i just write a call-out on the vtuber studio for taking my money and not delivering my art and continuing to retweet things and take on new commissions

aughhh i dont want to be disrespectful bc im sure the artist who worked on the logo _tried_ but it was so bad, they had one of the letters modeled after my vtuber's thigh and i was like "that's certainly a choice, not my choice but it is one, i think."

i understand the frustration of v/tubers now because when you wait months after paying and so many people are holding back your projects deadlines or even ghosting you (like hello, wheres my concept art after almost 5 months??), you start to become somewhat of a villain

got my skeb l0go back and it looks really rushed and poorly done.. im really not picky for l0gos but this isnt even usable 😔

okay i got so much interaction and i realized all of the grifters/bots flocked over to me about commissions, ladies, ladies no offense but im an artist too and id rather draw everything myself than commission you if you're harassing me for a commission lol