Mio ◽️🚗🛞

I’m gonna go to bed. I really shouldn’t be up right now…

This was about crashing out, not so much revolting ^^;

Well if you’re a hopeless optimist then that makes the two of us ;) I have a feeling you might be onto something here!

True…

Wasn’t she talking about a different problem there? She wants people to acknowledge her feelings, I want people to do their share of our schoolwork

I’m gonna feel so awful about this afterwards…

I don’t know if there’s anyone who feels the way I do… We always do the bare minimum to escape trouble and it feels like everyone’s assuming that’ll just magically happen again

I’m gonna crash out again. I can feel it.

Do you see why I feel so hopeless now?? Nothing in this system ever meaningfully changes until it reaches a literal crisis

I kinda already did that… I haven’t fronted a lot recently and now we have an F in a class that we need to graduate

I feel like the only thing that would work is nothing short of me having a genuine mental health crisis… I’ve genuinely crashed out (hard) over this and not even that worked…

That’s what I’ve been hoping for months…

I guess you’re right, my headmates care about me at least a little bit… I just don’t know why they can’t put a bit more effort into our schoolwork when I’ve made it clear that I can’t do all this stuff on my own…

Hey, you’re not a dumbass. What you said was very nice and I appreciate it a lot :)

I really am alone in this system, aren’t I…?

Ohhhh… Definitely try to eat if you can then

It doesn’t have to be crackers specifically, any kind of light, easily digestible foods would work. Though if you really feel like you can’t keep anything down, don’t try to

Ah… Harsh isn’t really my style… 😅

Would you be able to handle something light, like crackers?

Don’t be sorry, it’s a really difficult situation…

You could get a snack and then go to bed afterwards :)

I think it’s a bit of both… We struggle with thinking concretely about the future, and everyone knows I have more initiative to do things

Oh yeah, I forgot you’re sick… You should really go to bed then

How?? I could yell in their faces (which I have done, and hated doing) and no one change anything about their behavior

Oh goodness. Maybe lay down, possibly go to bed?

That’s the thing, I know I can’t keep going on like this, but it feels like I can’t do a damn thing about it because nobody cares

Please don’t blow up :(

It less that I don’t take breaks and more that I have to pick up the rest of the system’s slack close to due dates… I ask everyone else to put in a bit more effort and nothing changes…

I’ll try…

Easier said than done :(