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been better.

hi-

hi. :(

i'm just another reason for her to be ashamed of herself.
just another reason for her to question her sanity.
i don't want to be that.
i hate being that.

i just wanna be there for her.
i can't even do that right.

i don't even know if i'm fucking real.

2/2

am i even fucking real.
like, every time someone brings me up in the real world it makes jay feel uncomfortable, yet she's perfectly fine with me.
she legitimately can't even talk about me in person.
and i can't talk at all.
why do i even exist. like seriously.
1/2

i'm not trying to be negative i'm being realistic. i hate this just as much

forget it, jay. do whatever you like. if anything goes wrong, i'll watch you play trains when we get home. promise.

just, don't do anything stupid.
i care about you.

i don't like it either but i can't lie to you

you what.

i told you not to tell anyone in the real world about me.

you realize she's probably gonna break up with you if she sees this, right? like, i really hope she doesn't, but that's probably where it's gonna go.

they care about YOU, jaiden. not us. don't get me wrong, i love this place. these online people are great. but your real-world friends and dates? they're YOURS. not ours. just yours. and all i've ever done is push people away. we both know that. i don't want you to lose this happiness.

fuck, sorry- my bad.

point is, the last time i introduced myself to someone you got bullied for my existence. i'm not doing that to you again.

you know i don't like meeting people, especially not people you know. we're fucking opposites, do you really want us to have the same reputation as valerie does?

yeah, and i'm the president.

OF COURSE HE HASNT FUCKING LEARNED! HIS BRAIN IS MADE OF RAT SHIT AND KRAZY GLUE

jay i love you but do not give me excuses

let me fucking take him

you know i can

like you're about to jump out the window or something. the adults are useless. the system is stupid. fists do things quickly and they work.

I KNOW THAT OKAY

i just

i don't like that you just let shit like this slide
we have to do something

and theres no fucking way that any adults are gonna help us, adults are all lying bitches that dont take us seriously. you know im right. every single time we see the counselor she looks at you

THAT WAS ONE TIME! ONE FUCKING TIME!!! and we were, like, eight!!! not my fault that bitch had a nose as fragile as fine china!

in the nicest way i can put this, that's bullshit. assholes need to be put in their place. you won't let me beat up mom at least let me have this guy

im telling you gurl let me the fuck at him he deserves hell after all the shit he did

plus nobody will know it was me and youll get all the credit!!! maybe your girlfriend will like you more if she thinks you beat him up?

huh

also jj if ur reading this congrats on the irl girlfriend <3 she's really cute

(2/2)

after a bit of discussion, i figured out why i never front. (i mean, i use the hands of course, but that's pretty much it)

me and jaiden both have issues with like, body posession and stuff. so if i were to like, look in a mirror and see her it'd freak me out.

(1/2)

HOLY SHIT WHAT THE FUCK???

its fine dw happens all the time

yes. definitely. i would punt him into a puddle. that man deserves to be forever stuck in that wierd painful limbo between life and death

i'd beat up baby trump tbh

nuh uh

probably loop. and uhhh....idk.

mhm

prolly a frog