a trash yeen

Hold on to anything #brainbunnies

In the warm lights of a sunset. Through the breeze of sunkissed winds. Be yourself. Embrace your own warmth. #fursuitfriday

facebook bringing up this memory from 2 years ago, during the incident.

i know it's a silly stupid new year event that doesn't hold real weight. but i can't help but curse myself over this.

For those not aware, my work salary is not enough for basic expenses. Mainly due to the mortgage my dad left behind that takes HALF my salary. We rely on my mom's pension just to barely make ends meet. We still lose money every month. Which is where my art comms come in to help...

i guess my goal with therapy is that if it works well, i can manage thoughts and emotions better which helps me get things done better, which helps me do work/art comms at a steady manner without mental interruptions, which gets me more funds for me and my mom to survive and stay alive...

it's simple really

i may have to take the painful hit in funds and go back to the private psych for my mental health treatment. I seriously feel that I'm not lasting to wait until June for cheaper option.

i feel every step of my mental health declining and i can feel the last finger holding on slowly slipping.

Wow the new pokemon is just the Philippines.

Story is probably fight gym leaders and also solve/fight the widespread corruption in infrastructure, find out pokemon centers/pokemarts there are super overpriced in construction.

Also everything will be taxed, from each use of the PC, to entering gyms

oh to be young again. #fursuitfriday

can't sleep. guess I'm going to work today with zero sleep.

It used to

been thinking about this end of evangelion commercial in the 90s

it's chaotic, impactful, grabs your attention and curiosity, and it's 100% accurate.

just in case anyone hasnt said this you can be against censorship while also having boundaries. all those people that make you uncomfortable, you are more than welcome to not want to be around them but you should still advocate for their right to create those things that make you uncomfortable.

wishing i have someone to just hug for long each day, like after coming home from work, or during sudden bursts of anxiety, or when having trouble from sleeping, or during thoughts of [REDACTED]

heck yeah, gotta show that love to friends in a special way

oh my god, i love this. I would absolutely be in one of these XD

New Evangelion anime (probably a different interpretation from Hideaki Anno's) being written by Yoko Taro, and having also the music composer for Nier, Keiichi Okabe... is something I did not expect.

Maybe I'll stay alive a bit longer

Patron of the Arts: Hayop at Halaman Day 1 haul. (Basically a local art market event here)

I might have a problem with how much I bought... There was a Night in the Woods stamp rally, and a Furry Artist stamp rally too. Also Fabulous Beasts stuff which made me quite happy to see

Hallo guys! Just a lil nudge nudge wink wink that I have substar with TONS of art of various characters, (Finnick especially) and that if you like my stuff do support me there if you're interested :3

subscribestar.adult/kunehobun

what is bro doing 🥀 #fursuitfriday

You all absolutely blew me away with your interest in my YCH arts. Funds from these will go to... well, staying alive. Thank you so much

I have a lot in my queue right now so any new ones interested will have to wait a long while! But these will stay open

Just a note to everyone here that I'm still open for this YCH!

If you're interested with the nostalgia this art gives off, feel free to contact me in Discord (please chat here first before sending a friend req), telegram, twitter, or here in bluesky.

Stuck on the TV YCH

Some of the ones I've finished in the past months. It's nice seeing the variety of favorite childhood cartoons you all have ^^

In order: @willyjoebudd.bsky.social , @audtheraptor.bsky.social , @diapercat.bsky.social , @charliepup22.bsky.social

I'll be honest, I don't know what works anymore. I go to friend meets and would still feel the same, ive talked to close people about things and still feel the same. It feels like I'm losing options to manage this.

I've been trying hard to get back into streaming, but my mental state is completely broken and fucked that I just... can't.

I can't pretend anymore that im okay, and every single day feels like getting closer to game over.

It's hell beyond hell down here...

opening commissions specifically just for drawovers! $15 minimum for one character. reposts are much appreciated 🫶

you can order here through dms just, provide me with the image. or you can order through ko-fi! ko-fi.com/shrimploverc...

#art #furry #furryart

ANTOXIC - Janine Berdin (Official Lyric Visualizer) YouTube video by janine berdin

I'll give you everything
My bones my skin my being
I'll set my lungs on fire
Handa akong mamatay (I'm prepared to die)

www.youtube.com/watch?v=laoQ...

tired but trying to stay alive. #fursuitfriday

so i'm waiting until june 2 for next psych consultation. it's the "earliest" schedule for opd psych.

as much as i'd want it to be expedited with a private psych, funds are really tight and can't afford it along with the possible medication costs.

just have to try to stay alive till then i guess.

even going home from work trying to give me signs.