Kotodama ✨

My reach really sucks, I was really happy with that art work

And it’s not just here it’s all my social media 🥲

I love Steven Universe and since the announcement of a new show, I wanted to draw one of my favorites 😊💙

#stevonnie #stevenuniverse #stevenuniversefanart

I understand I’m not interesting 🥲

I know my reach here sucks but it’s starting to be the same on twitter 🥲

Late night just thinking about stuff

Up late working on art again

Here’s a little sneak peak wip

If you can guess who that is from this then you are awesome 😊

I don’t know how people can draw so fast this took me basically 2 hours and it’s a rough drawing 😅

Happy Debut Saba!!
(Based on her scuffed ID photo)
#sabart #samekosaba

So how are all the Blue sky people, good I hope

Feeling a bit better but still not 100 percent

Sorry about last nights vents

Dang midnight thoughts, I just wanna sleep

I think this experience makes me overthink everytime i reach out to my friends online

I just started feeling that maybe I’m just bugging them too much

Maybe it is me

Maybe I come off as too eager 😞

I stopped initiating every hang out, messages and talking and they never tried to, so we haven’t spoken since and trust me there were plenty of opportunities but I guess they didn’t see me the same way I did them

This isn’t the first time either

it happened years ago with an irl friend, or at least I thought they were

if it wasn’t for my siblings opening my eyes and convincing me to not be the fist to initiate a conversation, just to see if they at least reciprocate the friendship

Turns out they didn’t

I recently had someone who I called a friend just up and leave and unfollowed me on everything

Sometimes I ask myself if it was me was I too friendly, needy even?

I drew art for them, I designed something for them, we talked about shows, we shared how our days went and one day they just stopped

I do have friends I talk to almost everyday that I’ve made online but

I feel like I bug them too much since they’re the only ones I got 🥲

I know I need to let up a bit, I can be overly friendly which tends to back fire on me

I know it’s just my brain being stupid right now

Tonight I’m sad, it’s just one of those lonely nights you know

And I don’t mean the “oh I want a partner to date” kind of lonely, I ain’t looking for that

More of the “wow I got no irl friends at all” kinda lonely 😔

Maybe it’ll help

Maybe I’ll post more of my inner thoughts here

It took me longer than I wanted it to but I finished my art work of @yfubaby.bsky.social

Congratulations on your new outfit debut 😊💙
#Doodlefu

Hehe whoops
Back to day 1 😅

Day 1 of not forgetting about Bluesky

So far so good not a bad Monday just working and thinking about what I should make for dinner later?

I feel terrible cause some amazing people are permanently on here so I’ve missed so much 🥲

This is where the people I miss have been

I feel terrible for still not getting use to posting here

Is anyone still on here?

I always forget to post here

I am ok, cried to my sad playlist and drew this to mentally stimulate myself till I felt better

The problem with holding in your emotions is that one day it can be too much and it all comes rushing to the surface