Dev Fisher

Got a surprise visit from my best fucking friend and I am so god damn happy and over the moon I could cry 😭😭😭🩷💜
I have been feeling very disconnected from my friends bc we’ve all been busy so this is everything I needed this week

She made up for holding out on me

We were going to the renn Faire….. I’m like.. dude now I don’t want to go because I can’t dress up which is part of the fun

All I wanted to do was the Renn Faire, dress up with my friends and go!
But it got delayed (sucks but It worked out better bc I got a better outfit together)
And NOW I told people I didn’t want to do Dagger Heart AND the Renn Faire on the same day. What do people do? Schedule it on the day we KNEW

I fear I no long am going to plan anything for my birthday anymore. Every. Damn. Year. Something goes wrong and it gets fucked up !! So I’m not even going to bother anymore

How how HOW are people getting so many shinies?? I’ve been using the methods online and ONLY ONE AFTWR 5 HOURS

Been shiny hunting gastly since 10:30am…. AND ONLY A SHINY PATRAT

Been dealing with real bad body dysmorphia and feeling overwhelmed by feelings of being the fat friend like I’ve always been

Might start going back to the gym even if it means I make my body feel worse but there’s only one way to find out

Birthday gift drawing for @toxiecandy.bsky.social 🩵🩷💛🤍🖤
Turned Toxie into a mobian, and her pets into chao!

Ok husband made a really sweet post and is planning something for tonight??? also my dad finally said happy birthday at like 12 lol

Update: the guy who sold me my car has said it before my husband or dad

Side note- husband is awake and was already texting me this morning before his shift

Tell me how I got a hbd from my property management before my husband or dad said it…..

I had to hide so many words and phrases because I need at least ONE app I can doomscroll without seeing a nonstop stream of political content. I am so close to crashing out if I don’t get a break from all of it

Also just feeling very….dissatisfied with my body to the point of covering mirrors again

Girl… print em out and I will fold em like there is no tomorrow. I used to fold church pamphlets for my dad (so like…. Between 100-300) and I can fold them like a PRO

Man today has been one of the toughest body fatigue and pain days I’ve had in a while

IM STILL OBSESSED BCKWJXKDKCK

Man I might actually cry in therapy toady damn

I feel as if because I am fat I often get overlooked because my body and me as a whole is not viewed as “aesthetically pleasing” and nothing looks good on me.
I just feel so defeated and like I am meant to be mid my entire life

Truly feeling helpless about my leg pain, the fact that it’s so hard for me to lose weight in general. I just wish I could be built like everyone else and have a better hand in life.
Part of this is also realizing that I don’t think I’ll ever be viewed as talented as long as I am fat.

Feeling very bad about my body again and now I feel guilty for working on cosplay and things I enjoy instead of focusing on the gym and getting healthier.
My health problems will go away when the weight does.

I really need to use this app more

#kpopdemonhunters #kpdh

Oh tea??

Hello my 9 followers, I am having one hell of a poop this morning while on the clock

Man I can’t wait for otakon

To stick to anything. Why have I been so miserable? Why do I bother anymore? I don’t know why I keep going day by day. I am just going through the motions everyday. I feel pathetic and worthless.
Maybe I need to go back to weekly therapy. Idk.

I am so burnt out and hate my body so bad. These new meds better help me. I am so close to crashing out BAD, I cannot take being me for another minute. Idk who I am, All I know is I’m ugly, fat, unmotivated, not talented and even if I want something with every fiber of my being, I can’t bring myself