Ash “I-CANT-DIE” Surname

Jesus christ

damn straight

fumbled an extremely cute girl because i don’t live in this city check ✅

cognitive reframing has infinite layers

im having a meltdown but if i delete any of these it completely has defeated the learning experience why can’t i just have normal emotional outlets. fuck therapy tho every therapist is either pretentious or sadistic and it’s impossible for someone to do that without a tiny bit of bias

blue green red grey bright bright blue sky blue outside it’s fucking blue outside i don’t sleep

reality dysphoric

im just basically writing words down and pressing post like a factory robot except i manufacture “eugh the fuck is this guys deal”

i can’t fucking see

My 100 Post

everything i do is either malicious or embarrassing

basically just yelling AAAAAGHHHH DONT LOOK AT ME in a crowded street right now but if i don’t do this i’ll probably refrain from refraining from suicide

Bless

blessings

jus looked it up sounds chill

you’re spamming a bluesky timeline at 5 am you’re a fucking freak you don’t do anything and you pretend you have different kinds of issues than you do i hate you so much so so much you’re going to read this shit tomorrow and you’re going to want to delete it Fuck you i wish i could only kill you

VIEW MY TIMELINE SPAM VIEW MY EPISODE THEY ARE CALLED EPISODES FOR A REASON

yeah i just realized i only felt good all day because i am on ritalin wellbutrin a ghost energy drink 4 beers a shot three cigarettes & many many vape hits

thank you i hope they do i loce you from ash

I will not commit suicide

i love you bot-tan

i love you mutuals i am glad you don’t exist relative to my immediate sphere so i can tell you all of my secrets. if i ever start actually talking to you on a daily basis you’ll already know all the repulsive parts of my character and i won’t have to mask them. not being close brings us closer. ❤️

god fucking damn it i have never been more present in my own body and it fucking sucks so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so much

when you’re not sleep deprived high drunk dissociated or starving and you realize you might just kinda be like this

bless your heart bless your heart bless your soul bless your soul bless your heart bless your soul bless your being bless you bless your soul bless your little heart oh bless you oh bless your little heart

all i want is to make this account private as soon as they add that to here im becoming a full time bsky fellatio technician i love all my friends but sometimes i want to talk about my life with a roster of highly goated internet strangers n not someone i see every weekday

rap game reimu hakurei i cannot lose

strangers scare me talking to strangers feels like i’m in imminent danger i might start taking xans to alleviate this

please please please can they add private accounts to this website please please please please p

nobody else has a glimpse into my psyche like the bluesky oomfs