I’ve been trying to be asleep around 11pm but here I am. Wide awake but I know if I don’t try to go to bed now I’ll want to sleep all day tomorrow. This suuuucks.
I’ve been trying to get better sleep but since the time change I’ve been dragging through the mornings and at night instead of doing some reading before bed like I usually do I’ve been making myself go to sleep instead…I’d really like to read rn but I know it’ll make the morning worse for me.
My weird dreaming boy..
I didn’t know anything he was saying because I don’t speak Spanish but I didn’t care. I listen to French music ALL THE TIME and love it and I don’t speak French either. But you know what I did? I did research to know what the songs meanings are. It’s not that hard.
The fact that there are still people mad about bad bunny and not understanding what he’s saying…like maybe you could look up translations and enjoy it more. OR just vibe and enjoy yourself instead of wishing harm of someone. Or you know. Go touch grass or something.
If this year is going to suck like this already I don’t wanna know how bad it’s gonna get later on. Fml
I had a dream last night that I was reading a book and I broke the spine and kept reading….irl I would NEVER break a spine. I woke up flabbergasted!
Reading two Kristin Hannah books in one month probably wasn’t the best decision as they’ve both are overlapping what’s going on in real life. And I know her books are based in truth in a lot of ways so it was prob not the greatest escapism I was looking for.
The fact that Dermot Kennedy and Noah Kahan both have new music coming this year gives me just enough life back to my soul. Also! Chelsea Cutler has new stuff soon as well. I love music man.
Seasonal depression has me in a chokehold. Now it’s snowing…helpppp
Why can’t you just d*e for fucks sake. God damn.
Fable app is being a bitch. I just want to update my crap.
Well this doesn’t look good for me.
The first book I read this year was less than one star. It was awful. I’ll be damned if I let that happen again. Which is why I have decided to read the last backlist Fredrik Backman book I have. I’ll be sad when I’m done but I’ll be happy knowing I’ll love it.
And the struggle bus continues.
I can never fall asleep at a good time at night which makes me more tired in the morning that I end up falling back to sleep and don’t get up until past 11am which then sets me up to fail at sleeping at night again. It’s a vicious cycle that I can’t fix.
Yes! That’s what I’m hoping for
Can’t believe I have to have this channel on where the stupid ass trump is talking and I can’t change it because idk when survivor will be back on. And the fact that it’s interrupting at all makes me soo horribly mad. I don’t want him on my screen. 🤢
One of my favorite bands are finally playing a show after YEARS of not playing and the fact that it’s nowhere near me is such a bummer.
The book I’m reading is horribly translated. Wow.
Helppp I just finished a book and the ending BLEW MY FKN MIND! Wtf! And I can’t say what it was because spoilers! And I don’t know anyone to freak out about it with!
Of course my dog has to barf on his blanket for the second time today and I was all ready to go to bed too. Now I have to stay up to wash and dry his blanket to put back into his crate.
Remember when the cast for this movie came out and I wasn’t thrilled with some of the cast? Well I’m going to eat my words because this looks AMAZING like WHAT DO YOU MEAN I have to wait a whole year! Just let me watch it right now and cry my eyes out pls and thx!
The new hunger games trailer has me shoooook!
Dentist appointment tomorrow…after being full of anxiety for when I was supposed to go during the summer time until they canceled last minute. So now I’m going through it all over again…
Yep…seasonal depression has hit. How fun this time of year will be….ughhh
Meant to say anyone not anywhere. Stupid autocorrect.
I just wanna stay home and watch top chef on Netflix. OH also! Anywhere here who has Netflix and like cooking shows should watch Pressure Cooker. It was a fun watch. I hope they have another season.
I have a dr appt and a therapy appt tomorrow and I don’t wanna do either. My anxiety is high…
