mads💛she/they

made it out of generational poverty but at what cost*

*guilted into financially supporting my irresponsible and immature parents

FREEEEE HIMMMMM

does anyone else get such a wild boost of chemicals in your brain when starting a new hobby/hyperfixation that you almost feel manic or is it just me

update i have just learned the heated rivalry show/book im now obsessed with was ORIGINALLY A STUCKY FANFICTION this ship is a prison and i am serving life

smut enjoyers, perverted freaks, queers if you’re not watching heated rivalry then what the fuck are you doing

“I’ve been a bad, bad girl,” I say huskily.

You peer behind me to see 3 weeks of dirty laundry piled on the floor, dirty dishes spilling out of the sink, and an empty medication bottle I was supposed to refill 2 days ago.

i am enamored with this young gentleman from the heated rivalry show

he looks like a young david duchovny mixed with a little ezra miller

i don’t know what i was expecting but im not complaining

so i started heated rivalry (book AND show) and i uh

how do we feel about benoit blanc’s new look in wake up dead man

very excited about some of the diy projects I’m attempting for Christmas

i had a dream that adam driver and daisy ridley suddenly dropped a reylo teaser for an upcoming sw project 🫩

i only hand sew but I’ve contemplated trying out my partners machine… but the olive oil and salts is also an amazing idea

I was just thinking maybe a cocktail or sangria kit!

diy gift suggestions for my partners parents?

I have money to buy them a gift but they’re well off people and im insecure about buying them something they wont like or use so last year i did cookie gift boxes and simmer pot kits that they seemed to rlly like so im thinking of going diy route again

and that’s all i have to say on alice in borderland season 3

#AliceInBorderland

thinking about when i was a teenager and super christian me and my other christian friends did a “Daniel fast” (iykyk) for 2 weeks to… idk show our faith or something… and one of my friends broke the diet rules bc she said “god told her she could have salad dressing”😭😭😭😭😭

update: 20 excruciating minutes later and nearly every character in this pic is ded or actively d*ing. some of the hardest to watch scenes ive ever seen and i started watching the walking dead at 14😭

action scenes went hard as fuck though. goddamn.

absolutely obsessed with the stuntwork in Alice in borderland season 2. they’re just throwing each other around like rag dolls. really reminds me of like 90s early 2000s when they’d just use LITERAL dolls

alice in borderland s2 spoilers (it’s been out like 3 years yall im just late)

not 5 fucking minutes later and one of them is already dead i can’t with this show yall

they are my avengers

and maybe i shouldn’t have finished s2 bc not 20 minutes into my last 2 episodes one of my favorite damn characters dies!

so many possible ship pairings in this show… almost scared to open ao3… idk if i can afford the mental energy of 20 new ships

i never cease to amaze myself

was rewatching alice in borderland season 2, in preparation of the new season 3, and realized I NEVER FINISHED THE SECOND SEASON???? apparently i watched the first 6 episodes and stopped and never realized I had 2 more episodes left 😭😭😭

iI just ate a cr*mbl cookie that was most definitely 100% raw… like never so much as glanced at an oven… hope i live 🙏🏻 shit was good though

Real

also love that the beach’s #1 rule is literally “dress like a slutty spring breaker”

season 1 episode 3 went so fucking hard outta the gate. damn that’s television

anyone else watch Alice in borderland????

I’m watching recaps on seasons 1 and 2 before I start 3 bc it’s been years and my memory is shit