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As evident by the fact blue sky auto uninstalled on my phone after I posted this bc it’s been so long, same LOL that would be really cool though!!

“You always seemed mildly unhappy when we hung out” girl I’m DEPRESSED my father DIED. Like sorry I can’t fake being happy, especially when all you do is bitch and moan about everyone around you all the time as well. Like fuck me man

My best friend of two years switched up on me randomly saying that she’s never enjoyed my friendship after two years. Mind you she said this within the same year my dad died so I was never fully there since that. About 9 months after. But I guess I’m evil somehow. I’m just too broken for friends

And I’ve simply just been so depressed on top of it all. It’s giving hopeless, all the human connection I get is at work, I can’t be myself, I have to mask the whole time. The only person who can handle me at 100% is my husband and even then I still usually give him like a solid 90% most anyway

Anyway as I have no one to talk to vent to I’ve decided to post it here for whatever reason :-)

It’s so hard having literally not a single soul to talk to ever outside of my husband. I love him, but I just need connection outside of him. My own parents hardly reach out to me on their own too. I’m completely alone all the time despite how I try to make connections. Idk what I’m doing wrong 🫠

Gave each of my new coworkers my whole chronic illness in depth summary in my first few days :)))))))))))

440,000 calories. Cheeseburger made of high energy density fuel.

Gen z stare is so funny because it’s literally just a reaction to us hearing the dumbest fucking shit come out of peoples mouths

Turned 25 a little more than a month ago and I still feel like a baby so idk LMAO

4 illustrations of animals,bugs and flowers in a cloche shape. The first one is a magpie sitting on a piece of wood, the second a bunch of mushrooms with a snail wondering between them. 3rd a lunar moth also on a log and the 4th a 5horned beetle also on a log but the log is more horizontal. The pieces are inspired by taxidermy bugs and animals in cloches.

Flora and Fauna🌿

#pixelart #artpost

Dropped my dog off for her dental work at the vet and started just, sobbing? Because she’s scared, she hates the vets and I couldn’t be with her :(
She’s okay and at home now but man what the fuck

A bouquet of hydrangea blossoms in watercolor.

This was my fieldtest to put the Essee handmade watercolors through their paces! I share my thoughts on the Timeless Comic palette in today's video over on YouTube!

It’s so fucking wet outside and it’s not even raining I hate it here why’s it’s so fucking soupy

blue just whispers sweet nothings to me when I’m least expecting it

I’ve literally had this bright green hair dye for over two years and I just, haven’t used it LMAOOO

Ludwig’s 15 second “song” he made for the beat off is genuinely one of the funniest things he’s ever done unintentionally, and that stream was probably the hardest I’ve ever laughed at any of his content, I was in tears
It’s so fucking bad LMAO

*bass boosted* MY BEAUTIFUL GIIIIRLLLFFRRIEND

Also I bleached more of my hair blonde and am trying to decide if I leave it blonde, dye it bright green, or back to bright blue

Being married to a big dude while also having very cutesy household stuff is such a delight when I get to see my husband napping snuggled up in a pink duvet laying his head on a big cow plush lmao

I really miss having online friends (or friends in general lol) I just wanna play games with people and chill

orange cat leaning back with wide eyes laying in owners lap on a pink blanket with ghosts on it

he has no idea that he’s single handedly slowing down the thoughtsTM that wake me up in the middle of the night lmao

jinx from arcane with short hair portrait. Her head is lightly tilted back with her tongue slightly pushed out/ against her teeth. There are graphic doodles on top of various Jinx motifs, like her graffiti monkey, and :D face with an x for one eye, and her name.

Same as other picture, but not motifs on top.

this flopped on instagram lmao so I thought I’d post here

My study of @ bluessatan art on instagram that I turned into jinx 🫶

Awake at 345 am just bc my brain is SHOUTING at me :D I just wanna sleep with my husband but here I am awake in my living room as I’ve been laying in bed for over an hour awake AGAIN AAAAHHH

Why does it feel so hard to find quality stuff in general without going online; and even then it’s a gamble 😭

The biggest same I have ever scrumpt

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When you've spend hours looking for your little black kitten...

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