ayan ✧ comms open

🦋🗡️ #windir

oh wow its been one million years.. frankly i dont really draw n+c fan art much anymore so its no use to post here but idk what to do anymore with um the state of things

ill try to draw some good ol sweet pool yaoi soonish ouuhh how i miss zenya my wife...

anyway ive just lost a lot of confidence in my art it feels like that all the time but especially since the start of this year its been pretty bad 🙏 but we ball

sorry for disappearing i got scared of social media cant wait to be punished by the algorithm for not posting..gonna be even harder to get comms now i need to switch career paths being an artist on social media isnt for a guy with 0 self esteem

THANK U 🫶

:3c love your art btww 🫶 lolita coord eurodead is stuck in my head i need to draw some mayhem next

turned this creature into youji cuz it reminded me of him

Also got these little guys from @staticlear.bsky.social !!! I love them so much, I had to show off😞🩷

YIPPEE <3

drew this as part of an art trade with @declawedwildcat.bsky.social for which they made this beautifully written tetsuyou fic plz read itttt 🫶
archiveofourown.org/works/61873972

shibari reitowa #slowdamage

i havent changed the strings ever since i got it second hand tbh only the e string which broke somehow 😭 it has terrible buzz ig from being too low on the fretboard so that might be the reason it snapped gotta watch some youtube tutorials to fix all that and will def look into thinner strings tysm!!

im still a beginner tbh i got my bass to play my fav songs so following tabs has been the only thing i've ever done but yeah its a very heavy instrument i hadn't played in a while and was shocked when i picked it up D: hope to get back into playing regularly i rly need another hobby other than art

oh that sounds painful.. tbh i chose bass exactly bc of the thick strings i was so scared of having a guitar string snap in my face lol now they r my biggest enemy i changed them on my own cuz theres no instrument store or bass mentor in town so i prob did smth wrong to make playing uncomfortable 😭

i might just be looking for an excuse to buy another instrument i won't learn to play fuck my stupid baka life

do i have any oomfs that play guitar..i bought a bass 4 years ago but i still can't play it in the slightest lol ive got hypermobile finger joints so my hands feel really weak and idk if i could play my bass atp. im assuming guitar would be easier on my hands since the strings are thinner? 🤕

thank you!! ❤️

ahh thank you so much! 🫶🫶

THANK UU they r exactly 1 inch tall...🤏

thank youuu :D

THANK U!! i only got singles of those so ive already had to separate them but i took a pic of them together beforehand 😭

too scared to put any on my phone cuz ik ill lose or damage them and i hate looking at my own art for a long period of time 🚶anyway. cat for scale

nobody gaf abt my microscopic sweet pool charms on twt so hi i got them today yay

ive got 7 slots open so ill have a spot for sure :D

hii updated my comm sheet to include everything. comms r open as always ^_^
ko-fi.com/staticlear

THANK YOUUU :D🫶🫶🫶

Redraw of an old fanart of Youji, 'Junsei', and Tetsuo from Sweetpool. It's sunset, and they're enjoying time outside together as a family.

Comparison of the original fanart from 2020 side-by-side with the updated work from 2024.

I'm particular about what media I will call my favourite. For me, it's not something that's just enjoyed in the moment, but something that has the power to pull you immediately back into it years later... Anyway someone on Tumblr reblogged an old #sweetpool piece I did and I had to redraw it.

physically cringed from posting this super specific hc i feel like only i enjoy on a third social media site but oughhh this might be one of my fav drawings ill have it as my pfp for a while i love this layout 😞