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Hellixh

@hellixh.bsky.social

Hi~ β€’ Disordered eating β€’ I wanna be 47kg πŸ™‚β€β†•οΈ Warning: Currently in love with Weak Hero and its spilling over onto my eed space 🫰 HW: 205(2024) SW: 196(2024) LW:127(2022❀️‍πŸ”₯) CW(jazz hands): 130.8 lbs (59.3 kgs) DNI: Minors (Edtwt)

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I’m so sorry πŸ’”

26.01.2026 02:20 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

THANK YOU.

25.01.2026 07:26 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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πŸ™‹β€β™€οΈ

25.01.2026 07:18 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Men are so untrustworthy it makes sense kindness still leaves you anxious 😭😭

18.01.2026 21:33 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

going to bed hungry is okay going to bed hungry is okay going to bed hungry is okay going to bed hungry is okay going to bed hungry is okay

14.01.2026 06:45 β€” πŸ‘ 9    πŸ” 3    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

This is lowkey if you’ve been having problems with binging and just trying to prevent binge, but l noticed the urges vanished bc each meal I ate high protein (meat, not a protein bar), 1 FULL cup of veggies with any meal you eat, high fiber(ex: flaxseed, peas) all snacks high fiber(healthy fiber.)

31.12.2025 21:29 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I hope you’re not sick! πŸ₯Ί

10.11.2025 18:24 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

A cold front came in today. So now I’m cozy bed, maybe I will just walk on my walking pad the 5 miles. I’ll run tomorrow πŸ¦‹ and I slept in today :3 i haven’t slept in in forever~ Ty L🫢

10.11.2025 17:15 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Im tryin to be like you πŸ˜©πŸ™

10.11.2025 17:12 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Logan! Hi:) I do run/walk daily πŸ₯² I hope that’s not affecting it. But in the past I’ve never lost much when I run daily. What a shit problem to haveee. And I got 0 cal electrolyte powder last night! Maybe that will help!! Sleep… ah. I got 5 hrs(interrupted) last night and that’s usually the norm πŸ˜”

09.11.2025 21:40 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

I’m not giving up. I will not let myself sink into depression. I am stronger than I’ve ever been.

09.11.2025 19:33 β€” πŸ‘ 5    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Hey guys. It never seems like enough. I’ve been eating counting my calories these last few weeks, and I know for a fact I’ve been between 400-750 calories.
I’ve been running 2 miles, walking 3 daily. This morning I’m the same as always. 138 lbs. I feel like Im suffocating. Should I just fast? Idk.

09.11.2025 19:31 β€” πŸ‘ 5    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Bruh ADORABLE 🫒πŸ₯°

08.11.2025 20:54 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I’m sick of being fat
I’m sick of being fat
I’m sick of being fat
I’m sick of being fat
Im sick of being fat
I’m sick of being fat
I’m sick of being fat

08.11.2025 15:28 β€” πŸ‘ 10    πŸ” 2    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Maybe! I be asking myself that everytime I see one πŸ₯Ή

08.11.2025 06:32 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

We are twinningπŸ’ž.

06.11.2025 23:41 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

At least then I can be thinner than him 😞

06.11.2025 02:44 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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I wish I could be even half as pretty and smart as him πŸ’” I want to get to his BMI (20) soon, and then I can surpass it πŸ₯Ή

06.11.2025 02:43 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Point blank period🫢

05.11.2025 12:50 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

It’s more in my nature to sink with the flow 😭😭

04.11.2025 17:35 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Ooo THIS. The more it hurts the faster it worksπŸ‘πŸ‘

02.11.2025 20:11 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

I love this! It’s a fantastic goal, I need to do this to tbhπŸ™‚β€β†•οΈ

02.11.2025 19:16 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

BRUπŸ«’πŸ˜­βœ‹

02.11.2025 16:42 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
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I hate that feeling βœ‹πŸ˜­πŸ’”

28.10.2025 02:41 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

I know EXACTLY what would help. You know what? I have been acting like I’m gonna lose control bc I am at my old weight I was stuck at in hs. But she’s gone now. Why the hell am I falling into this pit of despair?! I’ve lost almost 70 POUNDS - I can’t work so hard only to leave myself unfinished.

28.10.2025 02:29 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Gang I feel so fattttttt omlβœ‹

27.10.2025 16:00 β€” πŸ‘ 10    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Omg no😭😭 I hope you find something to help your kneeπŸ₯ΊπŸ’ž

25.10.2025 03:11 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I’m sick of seeing the 140’s. Every morning I wake up in the high 130’s but by the end of the day I’m in the 140’s again πŸ’” I’m going back in my old diet this upcoming week. That always helps my drop fast.

24.10.2025 17:48 β€” πŸ‘ 7    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I also said due to their fame they are they are unable to stick to some of their morals or make all of their fans feel heard and loved like before. But I said they can’t control that, or their fame so I wasn’t upset w them at all, literally just heartbroken. And they STILL acted like I was a haterπŸ˜­βœ‹

24.10.2025 16:28 β€” πŸ‘ 5    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Omg fam why r BTS fans so mad now. I used to be ARMY in 2016-2020 n they were NOT this bad. I literally commented on an old video of bts about how they’ve changed, and I miss them from 2016 and DAMN they was tripping! Saying β€œyou better never buy tickets” etc etc - like I did buy tickets before wym😭

24.10.2025 16:23 β€” πŸ‘ 5    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

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