Joon-gi kasuga

I can't find youuuu :((

Man they saw me at my worst and dumbest when I went through a stupid tiktok phase and I can never take that shit back kill me now

Once again doordash has fucked me over. That bitch stole my fucking frosty and now I have to wait about a week to get my money back.

Fucking typos god fucking damn it fucking hell

According to an etsy psychic I should've gotten closure by now which in hindsight that sentence sounds kind of stupid but damn i wish it were true because holy fucking shot i miss you so goddamn much but part of me feels like you want me dead and gone

Being humbled by having to handwrite every medication I take for both psych reasons and just medical in general rn

I never want to feel like I have to come back

Ope found a big ole lump on my jaw lol gg universe gg

I wonder if you still think about me, I wonder if it's mostly negative, mostly positive or neutral. I know i still think about you from time to time, I'm reminded when I see a specific thing like "oh (person) would like this maybe I should get it for them" before remembering that you hate my guts

But also what would the people that hate me and want me dead do after that? Like...they would have to actively go find someone else to want dead and that makes me sad so...I guess I'm gonna not attempt just so they can continue to despise me for existing. Love you.

I am genuinely surprised that I'm still alive and today is a reminder that I can easily end that streak if I had the guts to do it and like idk man celebrating alone definitely makes me want to at least attempt and see how far I go hahaha haha the illness is definitely mentaling

It my day of borth today I turn...even older now

You ever just and then you and then yeah because you know and yeah okay me too me too

I've burned all of my bridges, and now that I need someone to talk to, there's nobody there, and it's my fault, and I legitimately don't want to be on this planet anymore.

Wait hold on

"We cannot confirm nor deny" that's all I fucking heard from where she was supposed to be at JUST FUCKING TELL ME IF SHES SAFE OH MY FUCKING GOD

Alone with her medication like she is right now what the fuck do I even do? There's no way I can find her. None of us can.

Left that shelter this morning apparently and we haven't heard shit from anyone nothing Nada zilch not a fucking word I'm scared I'm stressed why won't the police help? They said we can't do anything even after we explained that she's a danger to herself that she'll hurt herself or worse if left

She still hasn't called or showed up anywhere i don't know what to do I've called every hospital I've tried to do a wellness check I've tried filing a missing person's report but the police won't help us because they think she's at a medical facility when she was at a homeless shelter and

She's missing again she's fucking missing AGAIN WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK HOW DO YOU LOSE A WHOLE ASS ADULT?

Checking in at an appointment and suddenly forgetting what you're supposed to sound like so you just gesture vaguely

This is me saying I've finally lost my fucking mind last night I cried so hard that I started laughing like some fucking maniac
I had a fucking Joker meltdown and nobody even cared lol that's so fucking awesome.

I'm dying, lmao 🤣 😂 😆

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Reason whatsoever and my sister just picked up the pizza so uhhh who the fuck was the motherfucker that delivered the doordash, why did they have no license plate, and also WHY DID DOORDASH LIE AND SAY THE PIZZA WAS DELIVERED WHEN IT WASNT?

Update on the doordash debacle: my sister kept getting notifications and even had confirmation that they hand delivered it but the kicker is: the pizza was never on the way...it was just chilling at the restaurant and there was never a dasher assigned to it. So we just got wing stop for zero

Order of wings, a small fry, and some fucking dr pepper instead of our actual order...who the fuck even does that. Who the FUCK takes somebody's order and then replaces it with their crusty dusty cold ass fucking bullshit.

No name of any fucking kind on the damn thing. Nothing. I get a phone call a bit later from my sister saying "did you get the pizza?" And i say "well no, but uhhh we got wings and a dr pepper..." so that's how I find out that around the time the pizza was supposed to be there? We got a small

A car with no fucking tags just slowly driving away and staring at me as they do. THIS MOTHERFUCKER dropped off a bag of wings, fries, drink, when we were supposed to have 4 pizzas and breadsticks, because there's a lot of people in this accursed house. Anyway, we checked the food. No receipt.

Doordash is idiotic and i hate every fucking driver that I've ever had to deal with also today is my nieces birthday so she ordered pizza apparently this place uses doordash and anyway time for pizza comes and goes and there's no pizza, the thing is there's wing stop on the porch for some reason and