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Another great movie is "Mulholland Drive". A film that keeps you thinking... Lynch is a great storyteller!

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These days I am tired but HAPPY. It's like I am becoming myself, starting to know who I really am. Life isn't easy, but it's fascinating and yes, finally I can say that life is beautiful.

#osdd #fused

I have seen Dances with Wolves three times. A beautiful film!

My all time favourite film is Der Himmel über Berlin. A wonderful, very emotional movie.

What's your favourite movie?

Fused again... Yesterday it failed, we became too destructive. Now we have a solution for that part of me and I hope it works out... I am a bit nervous for it. Yesterday it felt good at the beginning, this morning it went wrong.

Hope we find some rest, being a whole person now!

#osdd #did

"Closed doors"

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I am happy, want to do funny and nice things. She wants to be happy, but life is too difficult for her ...

#osdd #did #alters

Sometimes it feels so weird... My (Mana's) glass is always half full or even full... The glass of another part of me is always half empty...

On the other hand, it is not weird at all, because we are splitt for a reason...

"A view"

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Update: the part that doesn't want to live has gone dormant. She has learned a lot, the past weeks, but now she needs to rest. I hope that soon she can fuse with the rest of us, so that we can become one good, reliable person.

"Stuck"

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"Structures"

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Thank you! Really appreciate it! 🧡

My posts are not because we feel sorry for ourselves, but sharing our feelings helps process all the shit.

Believing for decades that you've had a wonderful mother and then realizing that she was terrible, hurts... And not a little. 😢 That's what we are going through at this moment. We cannot trust people, only a few beautiful persons who are close to us.

#osdd #trauma

Life is so complicated...

For now I am more a whole person, more integrated. But there is a fight in my head. I love to live, but a part of me is desperate and thinks that life is only painful and difficult. I talk to her a lot. She has had too much pain in the past.

#osdd

"vulnerable"

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"Crooked"

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"Better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all"

A quote so true. And now I know that, but to feel it is sometimes difficult... The pain of missing someone you deeply love is sometimes too big to handle. But at the same time, I am so happy with the memories.

Yesterday I made a post about to avoid all people. I deleted it, because it's not true. There are good people in the world. Maybe not much, but they are. Last night I was living in my past and back then I was hurt by too many people...

Avoid bad people, find friendship and more by the good ones. 🤎

Just because I like this #photo...

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Life isn't easy at all ... This summer was tough with a lot of downs. But also with al lot of insights and lessons. Now I am going for the ups...

How was your summer?

"In prison"

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"Broken"

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Yes! And "they" are not worth it... Stay strong! 🫶🏻🧡

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"Broken"

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I follow him and decided to reply myself, because I thought it was nonsense. I am a big girl and can decide for myself, thank you! Maybe you could start taking people seriously instead of assuming they are stupid. Especially victims who are often vulnerable people.

- Nicky, persecutor