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Including brain freezing/numbing that lasts even after the spazz finishes its like oh brotherrrr ppl acting like i dont have problems that impede me getting a job let alone holding one yall gotta be frfr

Like yall try living w/high sensitivity to loud noises to the point after jolting from it, spazzes that last for a couple seconds contort your upper half causing your arms to twist and head to drop. For a couple minutes or even a hour in intervals. Infront of ppl. Not even with a trigger sometimes

Cope L bozo (even though trying to predict/surpress spazzes is difficult and impossible at times)

Idk i just think it sucks to live like this with ppl around me who think im weird or think im just making excuses or living with the fact my family would treat me differently over diagnoses

Like tbh part of me just hasnt felt like its that bad or feel like nothing is wrong with me bc of other stuff (even know i should believe something is wrong) bc of COUGH ppl in my life calling it excuses to not be a functioning person so it feels like im not supposed to have any of this and should-

Like honestly i dont know if i should just visit the doctors at this point about this because its actually starting to hurt my head so bad yet it could just be the stressor causing it yet it can also be both so its like man..? Maybe i should just check it out before i get worse

//vent

Really tired of having sudden spazzes that have gotten more consistent over the past couple of days and i feel so self-conscious knowing how ppl in class/family see me spazzing suddenly then recover like nothing happen idk how to feel about it

I CAN FINALLY LAY ON MY STOMACH AGAIN WITHOUT BEING IN IMMENSE PAIN LETS FUCKING GOOOOOO

its that day of the week r1999 fans hate (im r1999 fans)

Oh jesus christ its october already

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I just remembered i had a dream today where i managed to get 3 squishables moth blindboxes and i woke up before i even know what i got

Theyre really small bc im brokie but they look so cute 🥺🥺🥺🥺 FUCKKKL NOW I WANNA MAKE MORE CHARMS RAHHHHHH can yall look after the casperlings for me

OH SHIT LMAOOOO MY CASPER CHARMS ARE HERE WHAT THE HELL???

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Happy birthday

the absolute hell and work in progress drawing chibis of all my ocs and naming.

Like honestly if you wanna cover it up thats fair but i dont wish anyone to hate themselves for appearing a certain way bc theres really nothing wrong with scarring just beauty standards

Never hate yourself for having scars btw its just an inconvenience for me bc ppl around me can be dicks about it like god no one has perfect skin unless you meticulously handled it since a wee little baby w/products which not everyone can afford/invest time into

Ugh ill need foundation if i wanna cover up my scars on my face but tbh idgaf enough to invest in makeup for trivial shit

Guess who found a globby glob glob for 8$

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Someone has a nu carnival keychain of kuya out in the open your crazy but i respect it

Praying wriggle gets a fumo. Or ruima release, by the time the tariffs are gone bc BEUHHHHHHH THIS SHIT SUCKSSSSSS

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Friend giving me a fumo??? Guess ill own Sayuka fumo soon

Ty for the link bc now i know where i can get these in person 🫡 BUT FR I HOPE YOU CAN FIND A WAY TO GET THESE LIL GUYS SOMEHOW !!! (If only i could send one but um look at the state of my country dawggg)

Jabby introducing me to a whole new thing i gotta get on as in i live there (idk if its available in my area but i need that lavender/peppermint one. Thats my oc minto as a moth.)

Ignore my messy bed but holy shit heat so bad a plastic bag dye melted onto my bed sheet

Still look super cute though even with hand pain~☆

trying to remember where i last put my old pair of compression gloves (since i dont wanna use my more fashionable ones rn, especially since they have lace)

BOY BREAKFAST I MEANT I KEEP CONFUSING THE TIMES ITS LITERALLY CRACK ASS DAWN OF 9AM

Boy dinner after only having 1 meal yesterday (i forgot to eat)

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On the side note, i keep thinking about touhou thanks to my friend kaguyuck

Ngl im glad i have a partner who doesnt even bat an eye at the insane shit i can say bc most ppl would look at me like ???