MacCom item: 23/40 🔺

hi dear ;—; i’ve been so busy IRL too ;^; i managed to post a bunch of stuff and i was able to write some more, but aside from that i’m totally spent ahah 🤣🫠 i missed u! tell me you found some time to relax these days despite being so overworked 😔🥺🍀💕✨

folks i am back on my bs 👯‍♀️✂️💕🙂‍↕️

BARKBARKARFBARK 🙈😔😵‍💫🫣💕

a sesame street character is standing next to a trash can and saying i 'll be nicely miserable in my trash can ALT: a sesame street character is standing next to a trash can and saying i 'll be nicely miserable in my trash can

sending my love to @yulacakes.bsky.social and @regularkyun.bsky.social in these trying times 😔💕🫂🍀✨👯‍♀️ i miss u and want nothing but blessings for the both of u. take care and hydrate yourself ok?

the only comment i received on the new fic was a spambot 🙈 i was so excited when i saw the (1) in my inbox ;—; but no..

and now back to my 1nnies we go 😤😤😤

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FUCCCC IM TWEAKING

the ed1ting will be brutal but i’m done. 5 weeks. and i’m finally free D: oh fucccc

i think i’m done. holy cow

did i.. did i just finish this?

at roughly 85k??

managed to squeeze in an update for maccom fic too btw: ch16 is OUT NOW

Without saying your age, who was your first animated crush?

IRL beating mah ass but pet project [aka secret fic] officially reached 80k in 5 weeks and now i understand what the sentence “it has breached confinement”
means 🫠😖👯‍♀️

anyway, back to writing i go 👯‍♀️ i only got 1 hour of free time today 😵‍💫

my beloved goeun and dami will have to wait for now 😔 i lob them so much tho..

maybe i’ll try to watch both when i really need to cry (yes i program all my crying sessions why u ask), but i have no time for that until the end of the year i think 🤔

i’m not brazen enough to demand things from or berate people i distance myself from tho, i just never talk to them again and that’s probably much worse

i’m way too similar to Sang Yeon AND Jong Hee 🙈 i crawl in my hole and disappear 🫥🤣 not cool 🫩

aside from some plot points hitting a bit too close to home for both kdramas, i realised there’s also another reason why i can’t watch either “you and everything else” AND “a hundred memories” quite yet..

*societal level

(that only proves my point: i will have to edit the fucc out of these 50k 🤣 i’m sick! i should not write! english hard!)

no actually i very much so GAF about t/rigger fic bc i keep thinking about how to finish ch3 while still being held at 🔫point by [secret fic]

no wonder people reading my t/rigger fic are getting mad at me for not updating 🙈. this is criminal-levels of NGAF fr fr

a judge is sitting at a table in a courtroom pointing at someone . ALT: a judge is sitting at a table in a courtroom pointing at someone .

scratch that 26k in a WEEK??? jail for Niki fr fr

bert from sesame street is reading a book while sesame street looks on ALT: bert from sesame street is reading a book while sesame street looks on

Niki, hell is a dark dark place and it is waiting for u

also i’ve checked. i started working on this on sept. 23rd……….. 50k in a month? and i’m far from being done with it?

like.. Niki fucc off. go to sleep. take a nap. 🫩🙄😒

not really progress overall but despite being sick, booked AND busy IRL i reached 50k on [secret fic] and i feel like this is not healthy on a social level

this would work like a shot of caffeine in the veins yes

yula u always make my day 😳🫣🙂‍↕️👯‍♀️💕 i’ve been rotating smth like this in my mind for weeks now 🙈