[ #jeztober2025 D19: Shibari ]
[ #jeztober #kinktober #estinien #estinienvarlineau #ffxiv #vogelart ]
IMn gOGInG To BNE ILL.,.,,.
ilberd/raubahn
#ffxiv
lrt< ouhGG HHH OAAUUGHGH GOOGA [more incoherent ape grunting]
exclusive crumbs, i never finished the moenuri sketchpage :x
morally questionable old man who is a mortal wound in the making, i’m going to kiss your severely receding hairline
cecil stedman,
I NEED IDEAS. THIS IS THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE.
i literally tried it and suddenly i cant draw what is WRONG with me WHY WONT MY HANDS LET ME BE HAPPY
now if i could just. draw magpie with him. my hand suddenly isn't working, i c-
im sooooooo normal about him. im normal im normal im normal im normal im n
#ragnarut
not sure what yet. mayhaps rokhu in heat. sometimes it’s nice to be mindlessly horny and not think about the horrors
working on the weekend despite trying to keep a strict schedule for myself and form healthy work habits because i missed a lot of work due to a week-long slow-build anxiety attack that is still not over
time to reward myself with drawing porn in between commissions
anyways,
then when it’s over, they pretend like NOTHING happened. the first time they run out of meds, no one at the ironworks can look them in the eye for a week to tell them their room wasn’t properly soundproofed like they thought
and it hits them especially hard too because they do regularly take suppressants! it’s excruciatingly painful, hence why they take them (plus, heats just get in the way of work!)
and i mean just absolutely useless about it. stuck in their room mewling into a pillow and begging someone, anyone, everyone to knock them up
they go from strict, cold professional to blithering idiot for an entire week who sobs because they can’t get any
i think about ozdai in a rut and getting all needy and desperate
i think about rokhu running out of suppressants and being very vulnerable with their heat, which they experience /tenfold/ because they take medicine to ignore it every month
sorry to everyone following this account just for my art. you have to listen to me talking about needing to slobber on cock too
unbelievably horny = unable to draw porn the way i want. WHY can i only ever draw it when i’m having a dry spell. existence is miserable
JUST LET ME DRAW WIENERS IN PEACE
lrp< thought that was a different elf for a second and almost swallowed my tongue
maybe i take a break and d-
doing commission prep but really im just thinking of drawing croc cock (croc...k?)
Despite all his warrior’s bravado, he’s easy to tease 🫢
crocodiles are perpetually erect, even when fully sheathed
#ragnarut | #ozdaistuff
i was torn on giving him regular genitals because that's like. canon in xiv but you know what, i think im allowed to indulge myself and make my boy more of a monster tee hee
not happy with his pubic scales but ill design them properly at some point when i make his ref sheet
crocodiles are perpetually erect, even when fully sheathed
#ragnarut | #ozdaistuff
