(18+) 🐰Ren Sorrel🐰 Bunboy!

It is what it is at the end of the day, but I really do wish I could turn my brain off sometimes. And I'm just bitching at the void, I know. But eh. This is better than bottling stuff up, right?

This is how I know I have a problem.
It's been a year since I last tried to message someone. And longer since I last heard from them and someone else. I'm trying to get on with stuff and sometimes I'm fine, but there's times where I dwell on it and get sad.
I miss them and I still blame myself.

😀

It was 6 hours of fun, thank you all :D
And oh God I have to figure out who Trant is I FORGOT HE'S HERE TOO
#DiscoElysium

Note for later: draw Harry sniffing Kim for communism, intensive and *loud*

Yeaaaah... Especially the keeping part.

I was about to ask if you got hacked...

Moving day today. Gonna be quite sad if I'm honest.

text post saying: apologies to anyone who ever thought i was cool and reached out to me only to discover i am just a weird little hermit who can't carry on a conversation to save my life

yeah

Why the fuck do I actually try with some people? Seriously? What the fuck did I do to you?

Which I know is dumb in concept but like... I dunno. I just always felt like a bit of an imposter when it comes to my sexuality. Even more so when I'm around a group of people that are also there for the same reason I am, but they all seem like they belong. I just felt like a fake.

So I had a weird day today. Went skateboarding for a bit, but thr pride parade in my city was close by to the park I skate at, so I figured I'd have a look.
I got there and two things came to mind. I should really go there with friends and not on my own
And I don't feel... 'gay enough' for it.

Fuck right off.

Why the fuck do I feel like I've done something wrong when I haven't?

Actually can't wait for some shit to be over.

So yay. I had to deal with heat stroke or a tension headache yesterday or something... Boo.
Some day soon, I might try and post shitty little skate clips when I'm feeling better about my body!

I've caught up on where I used to be street-wise with Ollies, Kickflips, Shove Its and all that, but I'm slowly starting to push further with grinds, pop shove its and varial kickflips.
It's also helping me lose weight too!

I've gotten back into skateboarding for the last couple of months, and I've forgotten just how painful it can be. XD
It's fun and I haven't felt so active in years, and I'm hoping I can keep it up and learn more stuff.

The last time I gave you a treat, I had slobbery fingers! >:C

YOU PUT THAT BUNNY DOWN YOU FUCKER >:C

YOU CAN'T DO THAT ARY. THATS BUNNY ABUSE!

Nope. Mine now. I'm gonna chew the cables in it.

This is literally my head all the fucking time. I'm sure if you did say or do something stupid, someone'd tell you.

But when you finally do drink water, you're a H2Hoe.

It still sucks that I feel like I have this void in my heart. That something is missing. I can't quite put my finger on what it is though. Occasionally there's been moments where I don't feel it, but then it just... Comes back.

Security 🐱

God, I'm really fucking annoying, aren't I? :/

Man, I hate feeling crappy when I go through old clips on Twitch. Reminds me when shit was much better in my life before it took a fucking nosedive.

Why did you pick your Vtuber theme?
Does it represent you? Something you like? On a whim?
Post or re-quote

It's just how my wife and friend saw me... So... I went with it... (It might change at some point... But we'll see)

Happy birthday!