tor

yesterday i loved my job today i fucking hate it

security deposit from my last place will literally save me

trying desperately not to let my brain be mean to me and everyone around me on tor day 2025

it could have been someone else to pick it up who would have lied if i asked ! thank you Everything it truly is the little things that keep me going

shout out clarissa i’ll never know if you were telling the truth when u said u were gna turn it in to the bartender at the end of the night if no one asked u for it bc that’s strange but also synchronistic that then there i was asking for it i appreciate u regardless

i went around to all the cool girlies who looked like they might have picked it up and one of them did !!! she gave it back :’) a quick lil opportunity to practice asking for what i need and going out of my way to communicate it

like…. aint no fucking way i just wanted to get myself one thing 😭

i bought myself a birthday present and immediately lost it i want to die

just kept hitting each other back n forth w that “oh shit a couple hours have gone by”

what if i yearn for the feeling i had laying on separate furniture in the dark just talking w him for hours

8:22pm EDT: Neptune in Aries sesquiquadrates Vesta in Scorpio. Adjust, adjust, adjust. You are not quite in the groove yet, but you can be if you try. 00°Ar38' D 15°Sc38' R

thought i was gna have to do some maneuvering to work flooding at chess but fate was on my side >:)

already thinking i’m gna flake on a show i want to go to on friday bc my brain is so fucking bad

either just fine, annoying or uncomfortable

other than maddy and my coworkers i have not had a single pleasurable interaction today

rly need to figure out how to get another income flow without killing myself on a daily basis i have too much debt for comfort

i should be able to transport

getting off at 2 on the dot and having to pay $20 to get home <<<<

9:11pm EDT: Moon enters Libra. Attractive, artistic, beautiful — you balance the world into love. Relationships rule. Harmonize & partner.

Laura Dern raising her fist in the air from an open car window

I do my makeup in somebody else’s car

guy had a dumbass question i kept telling him no and he kept insisting and i was like “you hate hearing the word no huh??” he was like omg no dont say that thats not cool and i was like ???? then????? shut the fuck up!!!!!! im spiraling

i miss being able to have just a couple shots during my shift and i’ve been dry on dispos forever i’m going fucking insane dealing w drunk ass people sober as fuck

“so people like vape here right ? i’m not from austin so like is vaping the vibe here ?” go back to wherever the fuck you’re from and stop talking to me i dont get paid to tell someone my whole life story stop asking me questions abt my upbringing

karaoke to do list
you know i’m no good ✅
goodbye earl ✅
superbass
neon moon

working karaoke night just to get off and go to the karaoke afters

i do not fuck w your kind i do not fuck w your vibe i am a big boss bitch !!!!! i do not come in your size !!!!!!

im p sure i heard meek mill is a weirdo but the only song of his ik is bc cardi’s verse goes fucking craaaaazy

rly dont feel like crying in public today

both keep pissing me off we’re cooked

something beautiful directed by panos cosmatos is as legendary as if i cant have love i want power produced by trent reznor and atticus ross. miley and ashley are the fucking blueprint