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in a trans server and for wtv reason the mod has given us the roles 'tranny'/'cissy' on our profiles to indicate which we r. i left and rejoined to get rid of it and people are Shocked that i don't want to be reduced down to a slur

and they get allll the attention fucking inactive accounts u never even seen start appearing just to comfort the guy that spoke over u

i got crazy fucking issues like why am i sweating every time i open the gc ive been in 2 days bc i'm scared everything has changed and it's too late and everyone hates me and they've forgotten about me they've already found my replacement and like what are u talking about

i'm no longer attracted to women and i can't imagine myself with a woman. this is a COMMON experience amongst trans men too what's that about. i want to be a man's boyfriend it is my goal in life

idk what happened but when i became comfortable in my masculinity i turned gay lmao

men with dark brown eyes so dark they appear pure black know i'm going to find you

i want a man who i can ***** like a ***

if i had a bf i would make him breakfast in bed every morning full fry-up style and i would also **** *** so hard he *****

i want a boyfriend

i miss vent

somebody calls me by my name and i am overcome with grief over what could be. i need to change my name

WE LITERALLY JUST HAVE SANDYFORD AND 2 BULLSHIT PRIVATE SERVICES AND I DON'T HAVE ANY LOCAL GPS THAT IK WILL DEAL WITH TRANS PEOPLE

'UK RESOURCES' AND IT'S ENGLAND.

also not everyone is fucking american every 'resource' i have got is american. "what state are you in?" DEEP DESPAIR. THIS GUY KEEPS LOOKING AT MY PHONE I'M GOING TO **** ****** IN FRONT OF HIM RN

i am SO GLAD that T was accessible to you at 16 i'm glad you got top surgery the day u turned 18 I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!!!!! IT MUST BE THAT EASY FOR EVERYONE OF COURSE I'M JUST FUCKING LAZY I WENT BACK INTO THE CLOSET BECAUSE I'M LAZY I DON'T EVEN CARE ABOUT MY TRANSITION I'M JUST FAKING IT

not to mention i'm on a 6+year waiting list with my local care and i TRIED gendergp and just ended up losing money. i have been trying and i'm sorry but i don't have that much fight in me especially considering i would get fucking disowned

i'm not in a safe environment to transition. if this was a movie i would leave today and i would transition. i'd find a way. but in reality it would fire back on me hard and i would be alone the whole way. and i am so sick of these 18 year old telling me to "just transition" like it's simple

(2/2)situation, they would transition no matter what", even if it meant being disowned. and they basically implied that i wasn't trying hard enough because i'm being careful with my situation. and it has been playing over and over in my head since. making me anxious i could be doing more

somebody on tiktok said that "hrt is literally so easy to get" and i responded telling them that it was NOT even under ciscumstances where you could access hrt easily, there are other factors like your environment or situation.

they responded by telling me that "even if it was a life or death (1/2)

i'm not catholic because i hate god

i'm not catholic but i love jesus and also i fw the bible, critically.

been thinking about catholicism a lot again

bro said he hates politics sm he doesn't vote but then i bring up anarchism and suddenly i'm crazy

i find it very odd when i ask a british person about their political views and they jst talk about US politics. like ok u hate trump but u don't know anything about the tories? what's that about.

i love webfishing because i get to be ignored like in real life

what about the feeling of resentment u get when ur in a multiplayer game and everyone else seems to immediately be besties and for some reason ur outside of the circle always and it's not just games it's your whole life what then huh

block image of the colour sepia

the tenth doctor from doctor who played by david tennant

the soul colour kinnie trend
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ASTV is my 'i saw the tv glow'

is this 19 year old doing 12hr shifts like what's going on