Oshabetta

This morning wasnt a particularly bad instance of it, it just brought this thought thats been brewing for a while to the forefront

Being told I’m unfunny most of the time hurts more than it should and I think it’s because for years the only valuable parts of myself I could see were smarts and humor.

I really miss when I actually felt smart and could take pride in it. Now I just feel foggy and I’m always just scrapping along, riding the coattails of success

Puppy needs a break from it all

I forget I have bluesky constantly

Welcome back 🥀

My Twitter account got limited for this

It’s not even coworkers it’s just physically hurting me and draining all my mental fortitude

How do you make a job not make you wish for death

gavin, not me

Hawk tuah my friends 🤘

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I need to have SEX

Do it

This is a form of harassment I think

I think I ate a little bit with the sweater and hair back combo

The urge to get into filmmaking exclusively to make an entire soundtrack full of folk and indie rock

Throw back to last semester when I thought one of my professors was a lesbian for months until she randomly mentioned having a husband and my jaw dropped

Belly rubs are peak

Epic Thrifting find, thanks for showing me such an awesome store @sd-paint.bsky.social #pikmin

I was in a shitter mood when I posted, but it is all genuine, just pessimistic. I appreciate the help you’ve been giving me on improving and I plan to keep taking you up on it for as long as I can

I hate generative AI man why has this professor mentioned it so many times like it’s a new beautiful innovation that everyone needs to get hip with that shit is LAME and EVIL

I feel like such a doofus for getting at all mad or disappointed with myself for losing and I feel like a complete asshole after I complain about anything in the game during a set

I wish I didn’t get so miffed at smash. I know it isn’t that serious but my brain just gets pumped full of every negative emotion chemical possible nearly every time I play for an extended period of time. I just wanna get better in peace but this dumb brain refuses to let that be simple

Love when people start spamming taunt in me every time in in disadvantage or neutral during friendlies

Do NOT play a gay furry visual novel the night before you have classes I can NOT fully focus I NEED to keep playing

I fucking LOVE my boyfriend oh my FUCK every day I feel like my soul is more entwined with this man and I feel so deeply for him in such ways that only poetry of the highest aptitude could begin to accurately depict those feelings

HE POPPED OFF MID GAME???

Watching Trif vs Hbox grand finals with more interest than I had in the Super Bowl game #melee

Depressive episode before 9pm, that means I can’t just tell myself not to trust how I feel about my life 😔

IM FUCKING FREE I DONT HAVE TO PLAY GREEDIER ON THIS FUCKING CHARACTER ANYMORE

I would use bluesky more but it hasn’t realized I’m a furry yet so Twitter is still my prime source of furry fagslop