Hannibal Lecter's Soft Tummy

But he also can't just starve, so I'm going to order some oral syringes on Amazon to arrive tomorrow, I can afford the like £5 for that

It's been four hours and the vet hasn't replied.

If they can't/don't help, I'll have to consider syringe feeding, which I'd really rather not do without veterinary permission, especially as it can cause food aversion

That 21% of £500 being raised for Honey there?

Had to spend it all on Boba's emergency infection vet visit

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Boba still isn't eating

Emailed the vet, waiting for their response

Basically just expecting, "well you're poor so your only option is to watch him slowly die"

If he ends up dying because I couldn't afford the vet I'm not going to be able to live with myself

And I don't even have any friends to talk to about it which is why I'm posting on socials because I don't know what else to do

I really don't know what to do if he doesn't start getting better I hate this so much why has this year been so fucking awful

I'm trying incredibly hard not to have a panic attack and completely freak out but I'm extremely worried

Cats can develop lethal liver problems if they stop eating for a couple of days

I'm going to go to bed and try to calm down enough to sleep but it's been two entire days where Boba has eaten nothing more than a small lick of Lick-E-Lix each day and I am really freaking out

If he doesn't eat tomorrow I don't know what I'm going to do

Really, really hoping that Boba wants to eat tomorrow, or I just don't know what I'm going to do

AO3 comment on the fic 'To Make An Omelette': I've be openly nonbinary for 16 years, but it took a Hannibal fic in 2025 for me to realize I'm specifically agender. Came here for Will Graham tdick, stayed for a moment of self discovery. Wild times. Fantastic fic. ❤️

I'm not crying you're crying

Boba might be sick, but he's been laying by the window all day, and he's now alert watching birds going through the garden, so he at least seems very entertained.

Drawing of Bedelia and Will as Chloris/Flora and Zephyrus. Hannibal’s hand holding a pencil rests on top.

Detail of Chloris/Flora and Zephyrus in Primavera by Botticelli c1480.

Ever wondered why Hannibal draws Will as this winged guy?

He is Zephyrus, the personification of the west wind, symbolic of springtime and procreation to the Greeks. Known as the gentlest of the winds but also noted for his jealousy and strength, he was referred to as the death-bringer.

#Hannibal

If you want an example of how my podfics sound:

archiveofourown.org/works/58225393

So it would be kind of like a simulcast, then folks who benefit from an accessible audio format would get the chapter shortly after the original is posted, and before the next chapter goes up.

Okay folks, help me

I know I'm 23423424 years delayed on the Bram Stoker's Hannibal podfic, but people seemed to like it, so

Should I do a podfic of OnDust22339 and DB Mars' collab #Hannibal Frankensein AU fic, recording and posting after each chapter DB posts?

Screenshot of a weight tracking app, showing 2lbs lost last week, and 2lbs lost the week before that

CW: Weight loss

I'm too stressed out and worried about Boba to feel good about it, but another 2lbs down

Okay the vet got back to me, and he told me to try stopping the anti-inflammatory drops and see if that makes any difference to his appetite, and then get back to him.

So no drops tonight.

🤞🤞🤞

My email has been forwarded to the vet who has been dealing with him and they said if the vet doesn't get back in touch with me, the receptionist will, so 🤞

Emailed the vet asking for advice because Boba just isn't eating, and I'm worried they're just going to say the only solution is to bring him in, but I simply don't have the money for it.

So fucking stressed.

Deconstructing Hannibal Episode 21: Jimmy Price - The Prince of Prints - Deconstructing Hannibal In this solo episode, I talk about the final and most storied member of Team Sassy Science, the great Jimmy Price. I discuss the differences between Harris' Price and Fuller's Price and the need for m...

#FANNIBALFAMILY! Episode 21 of #DeconstructingHannibal is live! This is a solo episode of me talking about the last of the Team Sassy Science members, the great Jimmy Price. Enjoy!
#Hannibal
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CW: weight loss injections

Just jabbed the fourth and final dose of 0.25mg

I've had barely any side effects (good or bad) aside from a couple of headaches in the first day or so of injecting, so next Sunday I will go up to the 0.5mg dose.

I went out to the only shops open because of sodding Sunday trading hours, and got some Lick-E-Lix (UK version of Churu) and a tin of tuna

It was only a tiny bit, but he ate some Lick-E-Lix, and I'm taking that as a win

Side profile shot of Irregular Choice Away Pink & Blue heeled shoe

Underside of Irregular Choice Away Pink & Blue heeled shoe

Top view of Irregular Choice Away Pink & Blue heeled shoe

Someone please buy these ridiculous shoes from me that I bought on a whim 3 years ago and never wore lmao

I have them on Vinted for £70, they cost £145, are as good as brand new, and you can't get them anymore

I will throw in the matching wallet purse thing 🙏

EU 40 / UK 6.5

#IrregularChoice

Boba hasn't eaten anything today

I've offered him wet food (and tried warming it up), and tried him with cat milk, and he gives them a sniff but then just nothing

He's had his evening meds, and I just feel sick and can't eat myself because I'm too worried

I think it ties in really well with them saying that Mads played Hannibal without a particular gender, as angels, "are beings that do not possess gender, nor do they have means of reproduction, yet they are referred to in masculine terms as if by default" (as I wrote in a fic lmao)

Irregular Choice Fly Away Pink & Blue | Vinted Irregular Choice Fly Away Pink & Blue - Only ever unpackaged briefly but never worn. They'll come with all original packaging. They're no longer available to buy on the Irregular Choice website. Bou...

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Side profile shot of Irregular Choice Away Pink & Blue heeled shoe

Underside of Irregular Choice Away Pink & Blue heeled shoe

Top view of Irregular Choice Away Pink & Blue heeled shoe

Someone please buy these ridiculous shoes from me that I bought on a whim 3 years ago and never wore lmao

I have them on Vinted for £70, they cost £145, are as good as brand new, and you can't get them anymore

I will throw in the matching wallet purse thing 🙏

EU 40 / UK 6.5

#IrregularChoice

HE REALLY DOES