Hannibal Lecter's Active Cowper's Gland

I'm sensitive to this stuff at the best of times, but even moreso when surrounded by death irl

When I post about aging Hannibal, I AM NOT POSTING ABOUT HIM DYING, LEAST OF ALL KILLING HIMSELF, WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU

Let me fucking enjoy being horny about old men in peace

This post brought to you by someone responding to my old Hannibal cuteness aggression post on Twitter with an AO3 link to a fic about Hannibal killing himself

Bitch how the fuck do you think that vibes with my post

✨Don't share main character death, suicide and/or self harm content without warning people, you inconsiderate cunts✨

Me: I'm not into piss

Also Me: what if I wrote a fic about aging Hannigram, where Will notices that Hannibal is having to get up to pee a lot, so he starts refusing to let him leave the bedroom at night
Slowly pressing down on his lower abdomen to make him gasp and squirm

Normally I'd post more thoughts and details but honestly I'm just sad and emotional lmao and needed to think about Hannibal providing care

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It's almost painful, to be loved in such a way by such violent hands

Thinking about Will falling into a depressive rut, not caring enough about his existence to do much of anything except lay in bed

Until finally Hannibal manages to pull him from under the covers and guide him into the bathroom, slowly bathing him with overwhelming tenderness

joinnnn ussssss

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I wrote a grand total of 63 words today

kill meeeeeeeeeeeee

I think it could be a good way to distract myself from the fact that I can't go.

I wanted to go to Cambridge for a couple of nights around Christmas this year as a little celebration/mini holiday, as I spent the festive period alone.

But with everything going on, I doubt I can afford it.

So instead I might try to arrange it in February, during RDC8.

SO many people seem to think that all they need to do is switch out food for protein shakes and take a GLP-1 and they're good to go and it worries me.

I wish there were more resources for educating people on healthy, nutritious food before they do anything else.

I've already accepted that I won't be working out today because it's just too fucking cold, even though I know it would warm me up lmao

I want to try and force myself to write as much as possible instead, so my day is still productive

Then get back on the exercise grind tomorrow

(GLP-1s are unfortunately known for increasing the risk of pancreatitis)

Haha thank you

Yeah all the folks I've spoken to who are on GLP-1s and similar for diabetes have done fantastically with them.

But thankfully even when I got referred for the Tier 3 Weight Management Programme, I never got to a point of being prediabetic.

Yeah I'm in a bunch of groups/subreddits and it's shocking how many people are like, "I feel crippingly ill whenever I eat fast food now" and it's like................. YEAH DID YOU NOT? RESEARCH THIS??

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A photo of the same pin a little closer up

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It's a difficult subject, y'all.

(I welcome input on this but only if you are actually educated on the matter and not someone who only looks at anti-GLP-1 content and treats it like it's fatphobic or evil.)

Ultimately there's probably not too much risk in giving it a try for a while, as if it makes me unwell or I don't like it I can just stop.

It seems silly not to take advantage of this thing I am being offered that people otherwise usually pay a horrific amount of money to obtain.

In general, as many positive and life changing stories there are about folks on GLP-1s, there's an equal amount of negative anecdotes and horror stories.

So I feel constantly conflicted.

I'm going to see how my weight loss and feelings are over the next few weeks.

On the other hand, there's also massive fear mongering that if you go on it, you need to be on it for life, or you'll just gain the weight back (NHS only prescribes it for two years max)

In theory that shouldn't happen to me because of lifestyle changes, but =/

And I do struggle with food noise and the desire to snack when I feel bad, even if I have otherwise undergone massive changes. There are also stories about it helping folks who suffer with things like inflammation, chronic illnesses, etc.

After months, I'm honestly still unsure about this lmao

In theory I'm in the best position to go on it because I've already hugely changed my lifestyle and eating habits so won't have to make any drastic changes whilst on it, and also puts me in a better position to come off it.

CW: Weight diet stuff

It looks like I've managed to get back to my original progress of losing around 1lb a week, which is great

I have an appointment with an Oviva prescriber on 29th Oct where I believe they'll be trying to put me on Wegovy.

1/7

Hell yeah well done!!

Red Lentil Curry This one-pot Red Lentil Curry is a simple yet gourmet pantry recipe and bonafide fan favorite. Creamy, indulgent, and ready in 45 minutes.

Ooooh, butternut squash, nice

I'm planning to try this:
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