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I would not be surprised if Anirudh leaves the show

I’d support him 100% in his decision too

I have never seen a side/non main character treated this poorly

#911OnABC

“Our new series regulars”

Don’t play with me Tim. I’m still mad at you for Bobby

Ravi the fan favorite and has ppl begging for him to be main was right there

(I just saw the post on insta)

#911onABC

For how much the writers made TK and Carlos fight part of me wishes that they would have been toxic lovers instead

The constant arguments and relationships issues fit so much better with toxic lovers ships

#911LoneStar

Screenshot of notes app "Look me in the eyes and tell me you don't love me" Bucks voice cracks. "Buck" Eddie stops packing his suitcase. "If you're going to leave me the least you could do is tell me you never loved me. Isn't that the truth? You never loved me and now you're just tired of pretending so you're leaving" Buck pushes trying to get a rise out of Eddie. "Don't do this Buck. You're going to wake up in the morning and regret it" Eddie tries to counter. "Look at me and tell me it wasn't real" Buck pushes him "tell me everything we shared was a lie. The late night kisses. The emotional sex. The dates. The drawer in my dresser. Come on be a man and fess up". "Don't push me Buck" Eddie glares. "Or what you'll leave? Too late you're already-" Buck is cut off by Eddie pushing him into a wall. "I love you! Is that what you wanted to hear? How my heart beats for yours. How I can't sleep without you in my arms. How you are

Screenshot of notes app the first person I want to see after a hard shift. How I can't fathom leaving you because even the thought makes my heart ache. How I don't know how I'm supposed to move on after l've been granted the gifting of loving you of touching you of being your other half. How you're the only person I trust to help raise my son. How I finally dreamt of being married again after all these years of thinking I was too damaged to be a good husband. How leaving you is tearing my heart out but I have no choice. Is that what you wanted to hear?" Eddie pins him to the wall with tears welling up. "Don't leave" Buck murmurs. "I have to" Eddie gives him one last kiss. "I'll never forgive you" tears stream down Bucks face. "That okay sweetheart. I had your love for a little bit and it was enough for a lifetime" Eddie picks up his bag. Buck sinks to the floor as he hears the door open and then close.

#BUDDIE

I hurt my own feelings with this one

I think it’s criminal that Thunderbolts* still isn’t on Disney+

#Marvel

Sometimes I try to tell myself “no Tim (Minear) isn’t racist he’s just really bad at storytelling”

And then I look at how the racist white characters keep coming back but he refuses to make Anirudh/Ravi a main

I’m not saying he’s the worst man ever I’m just saying the signs are there

#911OnABC

“One day your gonna wake up and your not gonna be Superman anymore”

HUH?! That’s not how Superman works

If no super then only man and that’s no good 😭😭

"I'm the victim" - Lex Luthor the known criminal is the victim for being wrongly accused of a crime he didn't commit even tho he was actively committing other crimes and still very much needed to be in prison

Wrongful incarceration is bad but he still needed to be there for other crimes

And don't even get me started on the new version of Lex Luthor (or Jimmy Olsen)

I get recasting but like I don't fw him at all

Also yes I know superman and Lois is a spin off of the Arrowverse and technically not part of it but I still am not pleased

What do you mean Harrison Wells is now a random reporter we've never met

Recasting in the same universe doesn't look like that and even post crisis his face would still be attached to the same name/identity

This is probably not going to make sense to anyone 😭😭

Writing is hard. Mad props to those of you who write fic consistently. 💕

Screenshot of discord messages from my Tyler saying “WHAT” and “seize him.”

Me and my best friend were talking about #911OnABC (he’s never seen it) and

He said he liked Eddie mustache and I had to very sadly inform him the mustache is no more

This was his reaction 😭😭

thinking about buck

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#buddie

How every day and night that he is home she’d be scared to loose him again

How every risky call would spark a soul deep fear she will have to burry him again and grieve loosing another partner again as if the first two times didn’t break her

BATHENA

Thinking about Athena’s reaction to Bobby being alive

How she wouldn’t believe he was real or how she would think it’s just grief making her hallucinate

How when he comes back she would be mad at him for being gone so long even if the length wasn’t his choice

Screenshot of poem Head of cotton She can think now But she can't feel She can't be happy She can't help herself And now Now it's all she can think about Her head is full of cotton

Idk if this one will make sense

It wasn’t the point but it makes sense when writing about unexplainable issues

Screenshot of poem My biggest problem is... My biggest problem is... Is that I'm a symptom to be treated Is that they want me on meds that only help in theory My biggest problem is I am... I am not whole to him I am not woven deeply together I am not many complex parts coming together to form one being I am a box to check A box that pats them on the back A box that says job well done while I try to find who I am A box that says it's okay to take away their identity because it was dark and scary

POETRY

Rambling thoughts in poetry form about doctors obsession with me being on antidepressants

This is not anti meds btw!! This is I don’t like how meds make me feel

He doesn’t want the youngest to grow up and realize there’s trace of them in family memories or that Chris got years of memories and the “good” parents while they got what’s left

He refuses to let his child live on scraps

EVAN BUCKLEY (buddie?)

When Buck and Eddie have a second kid he does everything to make sure they both have equal memories, pictures, experiences, etc. because growing up he was the forgotten child that his parents didn’t want

Saw Eddie at a fire and instantly became obsessed instantly Decided to follow Eddie once and then became addicted When following him wasn't enough anymore he starting texting and calling Eddie After that he escalated to leaving him gifts. Really wholesome stuff so it was confusing to Eddie. His favorite snack after a buck heard eddies house had a bad call. Groceries when he saw Eddie didn't have enough time to grocery shop

One night he's watching Eddie at a bar and Eddie gets a little tipsy so buck takes it as he chance to finally confront him. He corners Eddie in the bathroom and Eddie gets all flustered and embarrassed that he's flustered The first time they touch Eddie pretends to hate it and fight back. Buck sees right through his act and doesn't stop After a while Eddie starts to crave his attention. He starts putting himself in situations where Buck can corner him and touch him while he pretends he doesn't want it cause he shouldn't. Buck is his stalker and your not supposed to crave the touch of your stalker

One day Eddie puts himself in a dangerous situation to get Bucks attention and almost gets seriously injured. Buck was so mad at Eddie for risking his life he threatening to stop stalking him. He loves Eddie (in a fucked up way) and he refuses to see him get hurt The first time they have sex Buck finds out it's his first time with a man and part of him wants to be sweet and gentle but the other part wants to destroy him so that no one can ever live up to the high Buck gives him

BUDDIE

Stalker Buck my beloved

cw: stalking, implied cnc

Screenshot of ellipsus word count box Words 3,120 Characters 16,348 Reading time 15m

Tonight’s word count

I didn’t realize that it’s 4:30 am cause I was to busy writing but hey at least it’s still coming together really good

Little victories I guess 🤷🏼‍♂️

At night when the fireworks are too loud to drown out Buck holds Eddie

They lay in bed skin to skin with Eddies head on Bucks chest focusing on his heartbeat

Buck rubs his back and runs his fingers through his hair murmuring sweet words to him

BUDDIE

Eddie gets spooked by fireworks due to his time in the military. The unexpected pops and booms remind him of his tours

Buck and Eddie take the fourth of most years because of it

In the morning they take Chris out to the community event

The rest of the firehouse teases them for it and they can’t figure out why (even tho it’s obvious)