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some custom goods i ordered were shipped and im excited and nervous to see them. printed quality always does look different compared to the final illustration...

Hang in there boss 👏

i saw the nendo facemaker is finally open in my region... almost tempting but it's a lot of work to figure out custom parts for hair+body rip. also ngl the face print does look rather low quality too

this one manga i read had the mc change up his hair after like a million chapters later, and i hate the change so much because it makes him look way more bland which is such a common thing for male mcs....

for character art, even tho the eyes are one of the most important features- they're my least favorite thing to draw

I haven't written much on here lately, but i am actually in the process of refining my art style yay

ahhh i really wanted a 30cm of my oc but since the seller messed up my order and the new duty fees dilemma being threatened in Nov my next best step is getting a refund. the seller is pretty ridiculous for wanting me to get a partial refund since they think it's fair like you screwed up not me 😭

ive done a bad job this year doing cute girltober oof. got sick 🫠

okay i got an update lol but unfortunately the end result is so bad!! they got the wrong body type and made her hair much longer. i think if i can im going to try to get a refund since i dont want to wait another month for a new doll 🫠

now that i think about it... it really has been a hot minute since this previous update. Hopefully i hear back soon...

crazy how yt erased like almost 100 views on my recent short 😶
wtf lol

i didnt realize oct 1st is on Wednesday... gotta start working on a new artwork asap

decided to watch yt on my browser since the app is so ridiculous with like ad breaks every 5 minutes 😮‍💨
i swear it wasnt this bad, but i guess my account finally got hit with ad spam

falling back to my old habits of not drawing full bodies again 😭

honestly, it's my fault for watching it on my phone instead of my laptop. but i never have gotten ads during the episode when watching tadc, so im going to blame it on youtube. but honestly i didnt realize the ad problem was getting worse since i haven't been watching videos lately

I got around watching the KOG pilot and for some reason i got hit with like 4 ad breaks... this is so ridiculous. i'll try to rewatch it again for a better viewing experience 🥲

I was surprised to get a message but the seller showed me a photo of mei's face embroidered on just the skin color fabric. usually ive only seen those face embroidery photos include both materials. i always wondered how they get such a clean cut with the hair and skin material... but ik how

Yeahhh cute girltober prompts come out on Monday 💯

i should draw something

Last night, I got the perfect result after 2 revisions. I was very grateful to the person and thanked them so much lol. I guess the next step is just actually making the doll, so it might be another minute until then.

i got charged for a preorder i was hoping to cancel 😭
uggh i hate gsc sometimes lolrip. was hoping they would give me a cancel option but ig this order avoided the tariffs 🫠

I was drawing and i was like nah i don't need a reference but then after struggling on a certain part...

pain 😔

being an (international non gambling) evangelion fan is pain, lol.

nge scenes are being reanimated but it's only for the freaking pachinko machines bruh. i swear so much valuable eva media are on those machines but besides recordings i have no idea if the media ever gets distributed somewhere

plus he isnt the type of person to steal nor would i have actually made him change his oc design bc i made shuji look pretty simple. but from what ive noticed in his recent stuff he hasnt drawn oc stuff and is focusing on other things. i always did admire his stuff but oh well i lost that connection

i remember last year i had an art mutual since we had a irl connection and i say had bc i deactivated my old insta and we didn't stay in touch since we weren't quite friends. but anyways i remember he made some new OCs and one of them kinda resembled mine but im pretty sure it was just a coincidence

dream job if money didn't matter... drawing the digital embroidery for plushies

I got a revision but unfortunately, i did request for another modification since i just wanted fo lower an aspect of her face. Hopefully, it gets sorted out soon and i do feel bad for being nitpicky but i gotta get my money's worth 💯

i looked at last year's drawing i did for kaworu and oh man i did him so dirty 😭