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@redpanda.plus.christmas

i could be a canvas / i could be a doll / i don't even think i'm something real at all ALT β€” ⚠ DNI unless given permission to follow DO NOT add to starter packs ONLY refer to me as apollo or polly gimmicks β†’ heartark.straw.page i: twitter.com/yuuu20_

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THAT'S WHAT WE LOVE TO SEE GET RID OF ALL EM AWFUL MEN πŸ—£πŸ—£πŸ—£πŸ—£

16.10.2025 17:54 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

dw vro πŸ”₯ allat to say you're not alone

16.10.2025 13:51 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

sometimes yeah i do
it's hard when you don't fall into the average at all to not feeling left out or wrong

15.10.2025 21:04 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

it's okay take your time
your well being is more important than your social media presence

15.10.2025 19:22 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

glad to hear it πŸ™ stay safe big bro

15.10.2025 19:20 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

glad you are πŸ™‚β€β†•οΈπŸ™‚β€β†•οΈ

15.10.2025 18:03 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

that fringe fits your face shape so well

15.10.2025 16:50 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

i love alternative music so much man

14.10.2025 23:35 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

mistake by lots of hands is so good (i just discovered it)

14.10.2025 23:34 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

take it slow big bro if you find any occasion to be on your own run there it's okay
i'm always here if you need anything

14.10.2025 22:24 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

calls i'm always so exhausted
if we were playing the game right next to each other that would NOT happen πŸ’€πŸ’€πŸ’€

14.10.2025 22:23 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

oh yh if it's with strangers i am OUT i'm not even considering it πŸ’€

rn i play a game with friends often (i'm pretty close to all 3 of them) and yet i get so so nervous to be in the calls we have even tho we have fun together and i know there's nothing for me to fear etc
and whenever we end the

14.10.2025 22:23 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

nonverbal or dissociate and end up leaving the call without saying anything πŸ’€ irl i would never have that problem it's so odd
i am the world's weirdest introvert

14.10.2025 22:02 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

yh it does (: i feel less alone feeling that way
i only have that problem with calls tbf i'm fine with texts nowadays
whenever there are 3 people other than me in the call i start to feel a bit overwhelmed already
but if it's 4+ people other than me in like 10 minutes i'm guaranteed to either go

14.10.2025 22:02 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 0

mercii 🫢

14.10.2025 20:07 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

whatever man sigh

14.10.2025 19:48 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

i wish i had the same ease i have with irl interaction but online. irl i can be in huge groups no problem. online i die when i'm not on a 1 on 1 call or with just 2 other people

14.10.2025 19:44 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 0

but i fear like the size of this group is already too much for me hh

14.10.2025 19:44 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

bums me so much to always be the one to cancel last minute sigh

14.10.2025 19:43 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

tqt j'suis en train de me goinfrer d'amandes Γ§a va beaucoup mieux
j'peux toujours pas parler hashtag on adore l'aphasie mais bon Γ§a m'arrive tout le temps Γ§a c'est normal

14.10.2025 19:28 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

and i can't speak. great

14.10.2025 19:21 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

so i
> got overwhelmed seemingly out of nowhere (usually i know the cause but this time i don't????)
> felt a bit lightheaded
> lied on my bed to calm down
> sat back up
> felt a weird ringing in my left ear
> lost consiousness
> came back half an hour later
what an adventure

14.10.2025 19:20 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

thank you πŸ«‚

14.10.2025 19:14 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

i'm better off sleeping now i think

14.10.2025 19:11 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

yep i'll never know what's wrong with me

14.10.2025 19:11 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

i feel so overwhelmed all of the sudden (i am lying on my bed doing nothing)

14.10.2025 18:37 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

okay what is wrong with me this time

14.10.2025 18:37 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

ehhh????

14.10.2025 15:35 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

i woke up in such a good mood too sigh

14.10.2025 15:07 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

ugh whatever today is a shit day i guess no fun thing can make up for that

14.10.2025 15:07 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

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