AyaRay

Magic Magic shared is magic seen, magic known is indeed magical.

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Read more Books Every person is a story, a book, a read.

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"I never believed in God, until I got to see your naked body from across the room, that was an artistic masterpiece that could never been mistaken for anything other than the work of the Lord himself."
-AyaRay

We know magic is real, but when magic meets magic and together they hold magic, the magic created is more magic than even magic herself has ever witnessed 🌟

Perfectly Wrapped A broken shadow Placed in a body Exquisitely wrapped Desperately ignoring its own reflection Because this thing, This body, It’s desirable It’s the definition of beauty But the reflection I see It’s n...

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Today, I stand
Naked
Fully clothed
In front of you
Here.

-AyaRay

Painful Pleasure *Trigger Warning *18+The distance between pain and pleasure should be the distance between us and the sun, It should be so far away that one would never be able to recognize the other Not in this life...

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What is intimacy without words to describe it? What's the power of love if no one ever sang about it? Tell me, dear, what good is true passion if we're left with no way to force the world to know about its magical intensity?
-AyaRay

Nightmare on Repeat The one that's been following me...

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Not yet 🌸

Everyone wants to go home, but not all of us have a place to go.
-AyaRay

All I see is LOVE I've never been very good with boundaries

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The Smells of my Heart The smell of freshly cut grassChicken soup cookingFresh set of sheetsSummer rainMy homeLeather shopsFresh bushel of mintMorning sexThe winter seaA newborn baby’s headSmell of pumpkin spice seasonMorni...

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Much like the first time
But nothing like it at all
Scared shitless the same
But this time I got me.

-AyaRay

Pacing in pain
Over-talking
Trying to distract

You won't listen

Fine

The dog still needs walking
She wasn't fed
Dinner wasn't cooked

So I operate

Whatever

Still pacing
Hours later
Not a word

Confused and annoyed

Asleep.

-AyaRay

Tomorrow, I get to rest Getting a break from me

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Save Yourself I don't need your comforting hug that comforts only you.

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The blank page
Heavy silence

Like the ticking of a bomb
The cursor blinks

This is your time to run
Run and save yourself

Walk into the silence
Alone and brave

Save the ones around you
Take a chance at sacrifice

We may end up in pieces
We may walk out holding hands

-AyaRay

Some lessons I've learned.

Secrets are only safe when never shared.

Trusting people gives them the power to hurt you later.

Going through it isn't always the only way out.

Some tunnels don't have light at their end.

Giving up is never an option, even if we wish it were.

-AyaRay

Your Box Doesn't Fit All Of Me So you can consider your options

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The Heart Hunt A letter to the man who fought to find a heart

A letter to the treasure hunter who dug my heart out.
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Men are Made Boys are born, men are made.

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People
Change
People
Hurt
People
Love
People
Disappoint
People
Brake
People
Are
Just
People.

Home

It's mostly a house
Just a little more

Safe

It's a lot like a place
Just filled with much more

Peace

-AyaRay

Thank you 🧡

Romantic Melody I want to write about the beautiful things

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My heart
Grew larger
Made more space
Created a special place

Nothing needed to leave
No one moved out
But there was a vacancy
In the perfect shape of you

I find myself
Feeling peacefully
Calmer, clearer, wiser
Still true; still me

-AyaRay

Burning Flame Playing with fire.

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Sometimes I hear myself thinking
I jump nack in absolute horror
I hear myself telling me "Bitch, you need some real fucking help."

"It left me cold, alone, and bleeding out on the street
So I never will again
Get the privilage to innocently believe."
- Taken out of 'Belive' by AyaRay