Illyria (SsjCharlixcx)

Lonely

clover pit?
more like…
more like…
girl pits?

Cozy :3

The only thing I've really done this year is cry.

Girls out here spoiling the plot for them Jesus, bad friends I'd say 🤭

I feel like I'm literally screaming at no one making attempts to connect to anything and it just doesn't exist.

I'm so tired. I hate being alone

There is something that makes me wrong

Ya idk I just don't like most people

This or the opposite of "if all you want is to fuck me I will fulfill that and you will choose not to prioritize me because you are satisfied with the specifics of your need at the time" has occurred so often it feels almost prescriptive at this point.

It's not as simple as "I am not of any worth if I am not sexually attractive to you" it's closer to "if I am not sexually attractive to you your only desire to have me around is to fulfill whatever specifics you need and will decide I am not worth prioritizing if you do not also want to fuck me."

Every time a friend of mine gets engaged I just think about how I've never been made a priority in anyone's life.

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"Self Talk"

What really fucks with me is I'm never dishonest about who I am, people just don't care.

I need a hug

Just one of those days

I need to be held and fucked within an inch of my life

be the butlerian jihadist you wish to see in the world

Someone in a loving way said that I might need to just accept that I can't escape my ability to be unnoticed and invisible and even if they are right it just hurts me deeply.

I want to be important to the people I care about and yet I feel ancillary and disposable.

Girl who is bored and wants attention 🥺

This is what your life could look like
This is what your wife could look like

Does anyone have Halloween plans I can horn in on 😋

Fits

Packing I guess

Evil woman who still takes MacBook selfies the old fashioned way

"Come thru just us two,
I like ya cuz you're cut how I'm cut too."

Need to cross ref with how many dreams you are still grieving but 6-8 weeks is what they like to tell you.

Watching two of the most annoying people I know flirt with each other is an assault on my spirit

Losing my mind as I stare at myself in this mirror and all I can think is

"You're a wretched disgusting unlovable creature, you're so chopped you deserve to be thrown in a pit and forgotten."