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pro tip: don't forget the fob to your building and your phone when taking your dog to go potty in the pouring rain

forever grateful that i am not a miserable loser who throws a tantrum on valentines day cause i am single

a yellow dragon with blue wings standing on a carpet ALT: a yellow dragon with blue wings standing on a carpet

live playing mewgenics because i can
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i get a lot of video game composers on my fyp and it's both a blessing and a curse because you will hear some banger tracks but they all make you listen to a small sample of each instrument they used first and you only get to actually listen to the song halfway through

somehow i always completely blank on what kind of food i like whenever it's time to get groceries. i feel like i need a list of food i like handy

when will some artists learn that trying to fake being your friend in order to try and get a commission from you is not a valid way of getting comms. all you are gonna get from me is blocked. at least they usually don't wait and bring it up pretty fast rather than stringing me along

it's insane how good of an artist you are. truly generational art

idk what it is but east coast tf2 servers feel way less fun than west coast ones. just less chatty people and the ones who do kinda suck. the uptick in slurs said has been way more than i would like

fuck

finally got to NC yesterday and it's snowing so much today. I am so happy you guys have no idea. this is my first time seeing snow in like 5 years. I missed it so bad

I have really enjoyed seeing all the snow throughout the US while on this trip but man, I need it to be over already. I really want to play tf2 lmao

goodbye and good riddance arizona

something i noticed while playing soldier tf2 is that i think people are just used to soldiers mindlessly spamming rockets even when up close and will happily walk into your melee range. use this to crit kill them with the disciplinary action. it likes to do that.

i think i am meant to work in some kind of co op cafe or bakery. something small but reliably pays the bills and doesn't make me want to die.

this massive storm might be delaying my move. at how many delays do i take it as a sign to not do it?

wait, i forgot how much fun tf2 is

why is my follower count going up but i am not getting notifications of anyone following? i don't see my follower list changing either. what is happening

murasamemon...

finding the cutest guilmon plush i have ever seen on etsy only to realize you are paying for instructions on how to make your own plush and not buying the plush was devastating

needless to say i am much happier now and can't wait to move on with my life and make new friends. hopefully ones who actually are good people who care about me. my people are out there. i just have to find them.

no wonder i crashed out in november and december bro. they had been injecting me with straight cortisol for a year at that point. even worst to think the only person who i think actually fucked with me was the person i liked the least. actually devastating.

it was great being around talented artists and having some people to chat to about my hobbies in the text channels but oh man, getting closer with the owner and his gremlin was such a mistake. wish it didn't take me over a year to realize it

prefacing this by saying i think most of the people there were cool, but oh my god i never realized how taxing being in that last friend group was on my mental health. being in vc with people who just nonstop complain and shit talk each other was so awful, man

if you want these other things to succeed then we HAVE to stop only comparing them to the closest more popular work. judge these games based on their own merits and now how well they compare to something else!

i genuinely hate how nothing obviously inspired by a more popular work can exist without the discussion of it entirely revolving around the more popular work. digimon releases a new game? how can i make this about pokemon? hytale releases? how can i make this about minecraft?

"bluesky is boring" then youre a fake ass poster. youre not supposed to mindlessly scroll youre supposed to post your every thought for the five people who care about u

I think it's just completely unacceptable. if it happens occasionally but is not the norm for you then no biggie. shit happens. but if it's consistent? am I genuinely supposed to see that and think you actually like me? why would I debase myself by texting someone who might ignore me? I'm over it

I think leaving me on read has become one of my biggest pet peeves. like I absolutely will want to not talk to you anymore if it's something you do frequently. I'm just not willing to put up with it anymore.

what the fuck ever happened to seth everman? that dude used to be everywhere

man, I wish I could walk forever. just one foot in front of the other forever without getting tired.