i hear of my classmate's really ambitious goals and i think it's really great for them
but i'm not that excited over a project that won't take off or have good payoff
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i hear of my classmate's really ambitious goals and i think it's really great for them
but i'm not that excited over a project that won't take off or have good payoff
eh
i decided fuck it
i asked what is the lowest, easiest, most doable research style for the final project for my degree =_=
Ugghh I feel beat down by this week alone
10.10.2025 05:14 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0Even tho I feel under prepared I
Still want to graduate on time
Sometimes im worried if I did the right thing
Quit my job, go back to school, try to level up my skills
I kind of have the opposite problem i had before
Instead of aimless drawing
I try to study too much coding stuff but not practice much
When class is done today I just want to crash on bed =u=
09.10.2025 22:39 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0Idk how people go all the way to PhD tbh
Going to bachelors again
And then seeing the requirements for a Masters is enough to make me go bachelors is probably the farthest I can go
Have not been able to sleep well for a few days again
=_=
I saw a physical copy of House of Leaves once
Its true, the formet is really something and its best read as a physical book D:
Ah yes nothing like self loathing and dread at 3am and barely any sleep again
09.10.2025 22:19 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0i think
things are definitely gonna go very very wrong in my 2nd playthrough of hundredline
😂i really want to see the cult of takumi ending
geez
what a time to be alive
this is the 2nd memo i saw that's worrying but luckily nothing bad was there nor found
sometimes i think my coworkers are on to something when they say they want to be a plant and their only worry is photosynthesis
08.10.2025 13:48 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0wont replacing the entire motherboard also take away your data bc the memory is attached to it? 😭
08.10.2025 13:46 — 👍 3 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0it's great there are people who have ideas out there but i just feel like i'm lacking a piece of the puzzle somehow
08.10.2025 11:08 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0when you have to think of a relevant and potential society improving project proposal idea
and
all I can think of is i just...want to make my 2 gay ocs kiss...
I'm too shallow for this world improving ideals
i met my match in BB-5
my operators are getting squashed 🥲
i'm almost there at Babel -5 in arknights!!!
08.10.2025 04:09 — 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0looking at my goals i had so much hope for this year
i can't believe i wrote i wanted to read stormlight archive this year and defeat Morgott
but i still have time to try to fight morgott if i remember the controls
pretty cake
07.10.2025 14:00 — 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0My Tamagotchi is now 800 days old! 💪🦈
I am so close to reach my goal, just 200 days to go, this feels unreal!
Keeping a Tamagotchi alive this long is such an experience.
how does anyone study all these rules and regulations
it's so difficult wtf
i finally finished the prologue of 100line
Eito is such a lil shit xD
when i find out the root of my knowledge gap
when i tracked it down to what it is
i'm cooked tho i traced it back to the foundations
when you almost finish reading a textbook chapter
try to recall the info
and absolutely nothing comes
i hope i can get hellagur one day tho
06.10.2025 11:28 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0when i realized i never reached talulah
i never even reach skullshatterer back when i first played dkjnsrfkjnrfjn
oohh i see
yeah maybe one day I'll be able to grow more operators
cause soo many 5 and 6 stars are gorgeous
hopefully I will get good enough one day to play the events bc right now i can only do simple strategies
06.10.2025 08:58 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0I have failed so many events in the past I quit arknights for a time bc of how difficult it was
06.10.2025 02:44 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0