Goodbyes are bittersweet
But it's not the end, I'll see your face again
I miss you Liamπ
How do you handle your trauma?
I donβtβ¦.
All Along
There is no other option.
No other song made me lie on my bed kicking my legs and screaming like a teenager ππ
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As silver boots are making a comeback I beg Harry to bring these back π₯Ί
this makes me happy. so deserved π©΅
We took a chonce
I forgot to share my stories hereβ¦. So I put my AO3 in my bio and just sharing it again here.
archiveofourown.org/users/Almigh...
I just found this on my phone π«£
The day before yesterday I was a fulltime fangirl, not a care in the world.
Today Iβm the perfect housewife, preparing Thanksgiving dinner for our friends.
Being grown up is fun ππ
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Finally arrived in London.
Canβt wait for tonight!
Hanging in there is pretty much all I can do⦠places to be and things to do while fighting tears non stop.
Adulting sucksβ¦
I should have stayed away from xβ¦. I never wanted to see Louis look like thatβ¦ or Niallβ¦ Or Harryβ¦ but Louis really broke me.
Sameβ¦ somehow it feels so much more real and hits so much harderβ¦
Today feels like a nightmareβ¦
Working through my pain the only way I know howβ¦ Art β¦ or whatever you wanna call itβ¦
Never normal.
Had a breakdown today because our home is a mess (weβre getting a new roof) and all my routines have been shotβ¦
I totally need to do that autism testingβ¦
Remedy - 30 seconds to mars
Which is the perfect song to cry to.
Nancy Mulligan - Ed Sheeran
Just a happy go lucky tune.
For Evigt- Volbeat
Which is like, the best song to blast in the car!
Give me something to take my mind off of things.
Itβs been 4 weeks.
Today is one of those days where it doesnβt feel real.
Then I remember that we just celebrated FITFs anniversary, the first album anniversary without Louis talking to us.
Because heβs taking the time he needs.
And that just makes it so much worse. Thinking about their pain.
if you see this, post something in b&w
π₯Ί