illy ❤️

painting of a xaela au ra turned back, the crystarium in the background

exploring the crystarium

#ffxiv

my boy alphi!! i rly need to post here more lmao
#ffxiv #ff14 #alphinaud

He gave his heart for you.

#ff14 #haurchefant

one of those times where i know i need to do a thumbs up and simply get over myself but i have decided to indulge in moroseness instead

it feels like everything is stuck inside because nobody wants to hear my voice or see my vision and the more it gets stuck the worse it all gets

its been a rough week and i just keep deleting projects because it feels pointless to share them anyway and i end up feeling more depressed deleting everything

still struggling to find the motivation to be in a world that never feels like it wants me and to find the motivation to keep at things when it feels like nobody cares about them even if "my own personal enjoyment" is meant to come first i wish things i created had eyes and feedback and care

drawing of ryne walking across the empty. she's a bit far from the camera and facing away from the viewer, leaving footprints behind in the white ground. in the far background there's eden floating in the sky.

starting w this i guess #ffxiv

Joanne’s team reached out to Epstein.

Not the reverse.

And years after he’d already been committed.

This would destroy anyone else’s career, but Joanne will just look at the reports, say something smug, blame trans people some more, and then go bathe in her endless money.

Y'shtola from FF14

ahhh i totally understand how you feel it SUCKS and i am sorry in return to you too 😭✋️ dentists being too fucking expensive and inaccessible is a whole other nightmare on top of all that, i truly am hoping you can get the work you need one day !! humans should have evolved to have cooler teeth idk !

i hate when it is 4am and i haven't been able to relax at all yet alone even sleep and then i feel like i should just get out of bed and do something else instead of trying to sleep but also.....i *do* feel tired

presentiment

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"Ratman!!"
"Not what I'm called..."

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this is unfortunately TOO relatable and horrible and i hate this for you

sometimes you have to grieve your own existence that feels unreal because you're so outside of everyone and everything at all times okay!!!!! but i won't do it like that again!!!

cried so hard i damn near made myself choke to death and my damn nose got so swollen it now aches blech 0/10 will not cry like this again

shimmer and smoke

what is he even doing #wolcred

Pink Angel ˚₊‧꒰ა 🎀 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

i want trans people not to survive but to live

Sinners... but make it Leyendecker
#SinnersMovie

traditional art - red pencil sketch on an off-white paper background. a sketch of a man with a large body and short hair. he is shirtless, and looking towards the viewer with a neutral expression.

big boy body practice sketch
#art #traditionalart

traditional art - a portrait of a woman, drawn in fineliner and coloured with alcohol markers. it is coloured with 3 colours: light yellowy-beige, soft pink, and light brown. the woman is wearing a collared sweater and earrings. she has her hair pulled back in a messy bun. she is looking off to the side.

portrait study in alcohol markers :)
#art #traditionalart

Columbina and Sandrone
www.patreon.com/posts/clumbi...

Schedule for this week!

excited for endwalker to send me to the hopital

yall PLAY this game ? and LIVED ?