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Jesse The Labradeer

@bluedeer.bsky.social

20s - Agender - Pansexual - Mirror Pronouns or They/Them - sometimes Daddy, sometimes Pup, always a Labradeer - πŸ•πŸ¦Œ - Happily dating two pups πŸ€πŸΆπŸΆπŸ–€

264 Followers  |  98 Following  |  171 Posts  |  Joined: 27.07.2023  |  1.838

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The city is cozy at night

31.08.2025 10:45 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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Just put my puphood on and literally just started crying thinking how much happier I'd be as a bio-dog, you think I might be a little ΞΈΞ”?

02.08.2025 00:27 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Also as someone who's struggled with an ED due to body dysmorphia, being happy with my body was usually synonymous with being in a positive mental state.

So the fact I'm unhappy but don't want to starve myself is progress ^^

24.07.2025 16:53 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

My mental health has been at an ATL for the past year or so, but my physical health is at all time high weirdly.

Been steadily losing bodyfat and gaining muscle and I think I can now say I'm "toned" on the gay apps lol

Silver linings and all that or whatever

24.07.2025 16:50 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 0
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they say you cant help someone who doesn't want help, what if I don't *how* to be helped? When everything sets off my fight or flight it's hard to tell the difference between a hand and a fist

17.07.2025 17:18 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Living with anxiety and PTSD is like sinking, but being equally afraid of the water as I am the idea of screaming for help

17.07.2025 17:09 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
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animation RAFFLE!!

haven't animated in a while so I'm hosting a giveaway for a short loop! to enter:

follow me! πŸ‘‹
repost this ❀️
optionally, comment animations you'd like to see!

any species welcome, ends may 31st! thanks so much for looking!! 🌸

13.05.2025 22:34 β€” πŸ‘ 1124    πŸ” 643    πŸ’¬ 96    πŸ“Œ 3

I deal with very similar anxieties to Kyrosh, and I took this advice to heart a year or two ago, but now I'm constantly apologizing *and* thanking people lmao

I guess I didn't take the "instead of..." to heart 😬

17.04.2025 15:47 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

man just very unhappy with myself and lack of better communication skills and constant need to apologize and all the other bs anxiety garbage that i cant be asked with
overexplaining myself for no reason and it just makes me feel worse

17.04.2025 14:56 β€” πŸ‘ 15    πŸ” 2    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 0

I think I'm these things πŸ‘€
but here lemme ask my partner/sub: @satyrlope.bsky.social, would you agree? ;3c

01.03.2025 04:45 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Awe man, is Surf's Up like that? I just remember Welcome to Paradise by Green Day playing in that movie and young me losing it over it lmao

28.02.2025 23:08 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 0

I love your watersports content! Specifically going in places that aren't a toilet, like your carpet, a table, or a puppy pad ^^

19.02.2025 09:07 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I think my main character flaw is I have the mindfulness to know when I'm being mistreated, but not the confidence to stop it πŸ€”

30.01.2025 18:34 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
A comic of two foxes, one of whom is blue, the other is green. In this one, Blue and Green are on their way home, extremely tired and squinty-eyed.
Green: It's ok, we're almost home.
Blue: Why are you trying to comfort me?

Blue and Green go on, but Blue turns to look at Green.
Green: Because you're tired and hungry.
Blue: So are you. And it doesn't mean I'm mad at you.

Green sits down, and Blue stops to look at him.
Green: People get mad at me when they are tired and hungry.

Blue turns around to go hug Green.
Blue: No.

A comic of two foxes, one of whom is blue, the other is green. In this one, Blue and Green are on their way home, extremely tired and squinty-eyed. Green: It's ok, we're almost home. Blue: Why are you trying to comfort me? Blue and Green go on, but Blue turns to look at Green. Green: Because you're tired and hungry. Blue: So are you. And it doesn't mean I'm mad at you. Green sits down, and Blue stops to look at him. Green: People get mad at me when they are tired and hungry. Blue turns around to go hug Green. Blue: No.

09.06.2024 11:30 β€” πŸ‘ 1858    πŸ” 325    πŸ’¬ 20    πŸ“Œ 8

I agree, I understand the sentiment of the post, but this is sorta rage-bait-y or sub-tweeting like behavior that I just don't think is very productive

The way to stop these AI shills is to point them out to others to prevent them from gaining a following in the first place imo

12.01.2025 02:14 β€” πŸ‘ 12    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

@charlesthey.bsky.social fulfills this kink for me all the time, they're a freak 😜

09.01.2025 01:48 β€” πŸ‘ 4    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 0

Same 😩😩😩

09.01.2025 01:46 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
A dog fursona crying. He has a hole in his chest with liquid spilling out into a sea of liquid about chest high. The text around him reads β€œMissing you comes in waves Today I’m drowning”

A dog fursona crying. He has a hole in his chest with liquid spilling out into a sea of liquid about chest high. The text around him reads β€œMissing you comes in waves Today I’m drowning”

Today I'm drowning

20.12.2024 22:59 β€” πŸ‘ 391    πŸ” 72    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 1

Started my morning by having my #pup suck my dick as I catch up on my messages, a great way to start a lazy Saturday πŸ₯°

23.11.2024 19:52 β€” πŸ‘ 4    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

I think the best way to thank her would be to eat it out of you πŸ€€πŸ™

22.11.2024 08:57 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

NORMALIZE CALLIN UR THEMBY TOPS PRETTY WE LOVE IT

21.11.2024 17:32 β€” πŸ‘ 8    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Why they look like a furby

21.11.2024 07:42 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

My work out goals, horsecock and antlers included

21.11.2024 00:00 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
A black lab wearing a neon yellow harness that reads: "Nervous"

A black lab wearing a neon yellow harness that reads: "Nervous"

Pictured: Me

11.11.2024 23:27 β€” πŸ‘ 4    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

It was great to see so many familiar faces at #Howloween2024! Wish I could've been there more but my social anxiety got the better of me πŸ˜…

11.11.2024 23:26 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 0
A poem that reads:

I feel like I'm not who I was,
and not who I want to be.

The thoughts in my head
belong to an abuser.

But I have the sense to keep him away
from those that I love.

We'll try to repair this tower at the top,
as it crumbles at the base.

But before it falls, I won't let me hurt you,
I'll run one way and you run the other.

He'll be gone and you'll be safe,
a sad ending now but give it time.

I love you, but I know me,
so this is for the best <3

A poem that reads: I feel like I'm not who I was, and not who I want to be. The thoughts in my head belong to an abuser. But I have the sense to keep him away from those that I love. We'll try to repair this tower at the top, as it crumbles at the base. But before it falls, I won't let me hurt you, I'll run one way and you run the other. He'll be gone and you'll be safe, a sad ending now but give it time. I love you, but I know me, so this is for the best <3

Felt emotional last night, decided to turn it into moody poetry and thought it was worth sharing

10.11.2024 20:46 β€” πŸ‘ 4    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Happily~ Post-latex rimming is πŸ‘ŒπŸ€€

02.11.2024 18:02 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I love art where I want to be both characters 🀭

29.10.2024 04:29 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I don't get how there's so much negativity in this world when you can literally cranky your cocky and be at peace

05.10.2024 16:24 β€” πŸ‘ 16    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 0

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