Riley Tyler McCarty

Everyone yellin at me today. I had to go out with a wet head from the shower and also i had to excuse to who yelled at me in the center. Does it seems normal all this way? i don't think so. I am very pissed off #mentalhealthcenter #shower #issues #arguing

Rightly my room mate wants to turn off the light me i was drawing is just evening and yet with lights off and i have to move in another room to draw is like i can t handle this no more #issues #roommates #mentalhealthcenter #complaining

I think i am claustrophobic inm difficult to stay in closed spaces for long #claustrophobia #phobia #disease

This evening in the mental health center gave me too small things to eat and i am starving and idk what to do #mentalhealthcenter #issues #starving #isnotokay

No one stops us #myphoto #badass #man #lgbtqia+ #ftmtrans

i can t even smoke no more because the people not closing the doors and stuffs...idk how i have to deal with cravings #mentalhealthcenter #issues #smoking #cravings #injustices

Today i was in the restroom and the nurse called for the meds and she even got into the room to call me. I have no fucking time neither to go to restroom. What i fucking should do? #lackofprivacy #mentalhealthcenter #abuses #noprivacy

Dry Bones i hopebi will hug you #iloveplushies #drybones #supermario

This mental health place is hurting me and i m in here from a year past. I entered here in 20th Jan 2025. Because social assistants threaten me to stop my formative works stages if i would refuse to do this path. They basically forced me #mentalhealthcenter #injustices #mentalhealth #mystory

Everyone seeking me into the mental health center, annoying me. Psychologists and Educators are pushing me hard. I am gonna lose control.I don't know why i am still capable to be aware. #issues #mentalhealthcenter #pushing #annoyingsituation

Today i m so proud of me i red the stones with runes and i basically seen that the day was different with something good happened. And it happened #witchcraft #goodtimes #runesreading #heathen

I am feelong to cry because i m lost and nervous i lost lot of friends yesterday #friendships #loneliness #broken

I think i mma 5u1c1d3 because i can't hold anything anymore, no one is here for me. And it's all my fault. If you read this message and you care to help. Contact me #ineedhelp #suicide #help #contactme #struggle #givesupport

No one is allowed to hurt me #selfesteem #myself #myphoto

To all the people been hurting me #myphoto #middlefinger #boy #lgbtqia+

I am kinda arguing with all my tight friends and this is the prize for my stupid action. Probably i deserve this way. A friend of mine said "why don't leave virtual stuffs" i said "What's the difference?" #sadness #heartbroken #arguing #losingeveryone

I wish i can have a better and blessed day... #blessing #askingforgive #norsemyth #norsebelief #paganism #pagan

I can't have a new life i am thinking to su1c1d3 so badly and in every way possible to what happened i wanna s3lf H4rm so badly i can't understand why i ve been so jealous #jealousy #broken #harsh #blunt #suicidalthoughts #sh

I hurt the person i loved more before.After some months because i been jealous toward her friends cuddling her and idk with what courage i did this and i don t want that happen for my cause for this i took distance
#relationships #issues #jealousy #idkwhy

I recently am sad for my uncle than the recently loss of his friend this 20 January 2026. I seen him devastated and i am pretty worried and i am sad that i cried. #losses #death #Familyfriends

My ex boyfriend he still seeking me yet since our break up in 2018 he still seeking and asking for me. Last time seeked me asking to all my friends, now called me. Lot of stuffs. Specially calls. #ex #exboyfriend #stalking #givesupport

Today i kinda messed up with Educators in the mental health center just because i wronged to do something they yelled at me. I am not capable how people are not patients with me i am pretty tired of being treated like i don' t know how all this things happening. #mentalhealthcenter #health #issues

I am not ok in the mental health center i have some introusive thoughts and i can't feel okay my CPTSD is giving me hard times and i am tired of it. I passed too much traumas in my life #traumas #CPTSD #issues #mentalhealthcenter

I can't trust no one in this damn place,thisvdamn mental health place is like hell you're caged here and you're like you can't trust no one and i am fucking tired of this situation people makes me cry. #issues #trustissues #hurt #mentaldisease #goingcrazy #anger

People hates me and it's ok i shouldn t exist for some reason i am kinda no needing friends probably #complex #nofriends #lonely #hate

Man in red #ftmtrans #lgbtqia+ #myphotos

i ve lost a friend in real life because we argued badly and there s no way to make peace i am losing everyone #friendship #issues #arguing #sadness #reallife

I can't stop to feel awful today. Just because a friend of mine brought me back here by car and educators ran out of mind. It's fucking freezing and i have also to feel useless and regretting to have friends #mentalrehab #thingsnotgoing #issues #anger #nervous #injustices

I am dealing with educators doing bullshit to me and i have to be quiet before i act stupid and i kinda am tired to feel like this in this stupid damn place, no one cares about my health here. I try to explain that i feel sick bu no way #mentalhealth #issues #mentalrehab #psychopath #numbness