Nox || feathersky

What app?

…… I may be coming back. I got kicked out of my treatment program and I want to relapse so bad

Thank you guys for the support over the last few years, I hope you guys can recover too one day. Blythe Baird was right, if you aren’t recovering you are dying. When given the option in the future, please choose recovery. It doesn’t get better, but you learn the right coping skills.

So this is me. In real life. Not under some fake name or th!nsp0 profile picture. I have dissociative identity disorder and this account was run by one of alters in said system. Recovery is hard, but we are gonna do it. Struggling with an eating disorder is fucking miserable, I need to get better 🩶🩶

I urge you to please recover as well. In the next couple of days, I’ll be posting about my experience with recovery and why I think recovery is 100% worth it. You don’t deserve to suffer like this. You deserve to eat and enjoy it and listen to your cues. (2/3)

I HATE RECOVERY THIS SHIT SUCKS BALLS!!!!!!

I want to be skinny so bad. I was doing so well with recovery but I just feel gross and ugly now

Without downloading pics, where are you mentally?

I want to cvt so bad but I don’t want to have to cover up. I wish I could just have cvts everywhere and nobody care

It can definitely do that. Before starting treatment I constantly bounced between constipation and diarrhea

THAT SOUNDS SO GOOD OMG???

He’s so nice but I need to stay disciplined

My mom’s boyfriend is making food right now and I feel so bad because I can’t eat it.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!

I need hands like this oh my god

I will never get over the fact that my ED treatment is in the coldest house ever. Why tf are we putting COLD INTOLERANT people in a HOUSE WITH NO INSULATION AAAAGGGHHHHHH

But I finished which means I get to go to the cat cafe/bookstore hell yeah

Hi chat my tummy hurts so bad

my daily struggle, specifically with artificial sweeteners
#lemonwatersky #ricecakesky

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Oh god I’m so sorry for your loss. I sent you a message, but don’t feel pressured to message back. If there’s anything I can do for you let me know. 🩶🩶🫂🫂🫂

I feel so fucking icky eugh

everybody loves me more at this weight (delusion)

Ur so tiny oh my god. Literally my dream body. Stay safe 🩶🩶

Had someone tell me “you don’t want to be skinny this sucks” BITCH YES I DO IVE WANTED TO BE SKINNY SINCE I WAS 10 YOU DONT KNOW ME

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When people skinnier than me complain about how skinny and bony they are

Oh that’s fair. Sorry I just get worried lol

Please get plastic wrap!!!! Storing stuff uncovered can lead to all sorts of icky stuff

Holy shit I am so stoned