Chandler Bullock ⛓️

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Looks like my mom is next

Fuck

Cancer

I do. And many online.

Just crushed by the grief suddenly

Broke down after work. Had to cancel today.

Was like I was 5 and hearing the news about my dad.

Quiet screaming for over an hour.

Returning to work today.

Entertaining people is going to be hard. 😔😮‍💨

these kids are good.

I just want to make cool shit with good people and celebrate good people making cool shit. And, y’know… burn to the ground and abolish any of the awful stuff or foolishness this world has to offer. I am a simple girl!

The days her easier and harder somehow. There are moments I feel like, "I was wrong. This feeling can slowly go away."

Then it creeps back in and I am reminded of how core to my Being it is. That these random encounters are a forever feeling.

Finally turned on my gear and made some music today. It wasn't easy.

I have a looper and am learning how to do it.

I'm also about to leave to house alone for the first time in a week. My partner has gone on walks with me since finding out about my dad.

Deeply recommend getting absolutely brainrotted about a pairing/oc/concept that no one else is making food for so you have to cook for yourself. Not only is making what you want to see deeply rewarding, you will improve and it will not even be on purpose it will just be the inevitable byproduct.

I got a gig today. Performing at an art gallery in the city. I'm happy I went there.

I had a long walk today. Trying my best to get out some each day.

It's getting easier in some ways and harder in others.

Went it hurts...it's a horror movie.

Care for your friends.

Savagely.

Be willing to destroy an entire society for them.

Seems my uncle isn't long for this world either.

Fuck.

Cancer.

I'm ok. Letting it out. Have support around me.

That said....this has forever changed me.

So, on Tuesday I discovered that my father had passed away on Dec. 4, 2024.

I checked his profile on a whim.

Condolences lined up.

I wasn't informed.

I spent 4 hours calling and texting those who should know and those I needed to ask support from.

I only found out how he died last night. 😮‍💨

Part of that is putting a motherfucker in their place. You're shining, for sure. 🤘🔥

This was posted to their porn pages uncensored, the red is me censoring my own children, only posts away from this bitches nudes and he USED PORN TAGS TOO. Had her own kids as her cover pic on her SW page uncensored, stealing their clothes to make content, being investigated for what? & so much more

Hot take: People get far too up in arms about details in media that can be interpreted poorly by bad people.

Instead, we should continue to educate those ignorant people about how their interpretation is wrong and harmful. Rather than calling to censor the material being misinterpreted.

Babe, it was always fascist, from the moment our ancestors arrived started exterminating the Indigenous population & brought over their human trafficking victims they called slaves.

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*leans in real real intimidatingly close to your face* even if they're a protagonist

Dirty talk is so good.

Bet you can't make me blush.

I've always found it funny how much people will work extra hard to come across like they're not judging certain people/ideas/tastes.

I can assure you, I totally judge people based on their tastes.

I just don't treat them weirdly based on my assumptions.

But we're all being judged. All the time.

What movie is THIS???

#filmsky #horrorcommunity #horror

Something I think very important is that even if you're not a creator of NSFW art (as I am not), you still have to stand with the sex workers and NSFW creators because they'll come for you too eventually.

The Nazis destroyed the livelihoods of many creatives by calling their work "degenerate."
They didn't like it, it scared them, it was ugly, the makers were gay etc etc
This pattern is emerging again.

It's driven by fear and insecurity.
You don't have to like it, doesn't mean erase it.

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The dumbest most boring and hateful losers stomping their feet and getting whatever they want is getting really really old

These sorts of people are so wonderfully embarrassing