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"the belonging you seek is not behind you, it is ahead" "if I look back, I'm lost" -she/her -SD reject -Abandonment Issues -Heart bigger than brain #darp by @eveyning.bsky.social ๐Ÿคซ

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"I like to do stuff at night too, feels so peaceful"
every time of day is peaceful when you live alone, but she doesn't mention that part
"Do you still have that glitter or did he use it all? I promise I'm only asking because I'm curious, I'll not do the same", she giggles

10.10.2025 15:17 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

"Hmm they sound wonderful. I'll keep that in mind. It's been a while since I've cooked or baked anything, but I can help you"

10.10.2025 13:41 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

she accepted Bell's hand and the soft push into the rift, stepping out of it and looking around the library, eyes wide. she finished turning and looked at Bell
"just like...?" she asked, smiling at her

10.10.2025 13:21 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

and if you ever need help getting rid of cookies you can count on me" she grins

10.10.2025 13:12 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

"They were good. Cole saw through me in seconds, as I heard he would. They are both lovely, I'm very lucky to have met them."
she breathes in the fresh air, enjoying their time together
"See just because it's something normal for you, you shouldn't take yourself for granted. It is thoughtful.

10.10.2025 13:12 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Also useful to deter people touching your things if it was made for one specific person", she chuckles.
"Huh, I didn't know you could move the lighthouse. What a good idea. Have you tried stepping into these other worlds?"

10.10.2025 13:09 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

"Oh so this crystal could be useful in battle, depending on how you have to use it"
she watched Bellara explain the sword and looked at it, thoughtful "Kind of poetic to be cut by the sword you're using to hurt people.

10.10.2025 13:09 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

when Bell pulled away, she could see Lilya's breath was ragged, eyes searching her face to see if she meant the kiss or if it was just frustration, and found her eyes dark with hunger. still breathless, she chuckled at Bell's words "Maybe you should" she said quietly, leaning into Bell's touch

10.10.2025 11:32 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

She moaned softly as Bell bit her lip, raising her hand to touch her cheek and feel more of her. the feeling of Bell's hand on her hair was so good, she wanted Bell to touch her everywhere, the next second she gasped as Bell reached into her shirt, her hands lighting a burning path on Lilya's skin

10.10.2025 11:32 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Lilya was going to start protesting but was cut off by Bellara's kiss, scorching all thoughts but the feeling of Bell's lips on hers, so soft and so demanding at the same time. Bell's fury making it so intense, she could hardly breathe, trying to keep up, to drink up everything Bell gave her

10.10.2025 11:32 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

she takes her arm "Such a thoughtful gesture. I saw Cole and Bell the other day, but in separate places. I don't know what they are up to now"

10.10.2025 04:26 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

she smiles at the kiss and at Freya's words "You're very kind. Not everyone is like that." she doesn't want to dwell on it, so she says "Thank you again, the book is beautiful. Where to next? Ingredients for cookies?"

10.10.2025 04:14 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

"It's just that up until now it hasn't worked well..hah. So I get a bit anxious"

10.10.2025 04:06 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

she holds the book and looks like she's about to cry
"Thank you. I'm sorry. Thank you"
she gives Freya a hug, "I'll get you something next time", she lets go and looks at Freya with puppy eyes, she's not used to this

10.10.2025 04:03 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

"you're right" she sighs

10.10.2025 03:59 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

"Is it?" she genuinely doesn't know

10.10.2025 03:25 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

she was going to answer when Freya slipped to the shelf and picked up the book, she followed
"Wait, no, no need to spent money with me. Please, it's okay, I'll get it later"
she's so anxious, she doesn't want to put off Freya at all
"I can pay for it, wait" she starts going through her pockets

10.10.2025 03:23 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

opening a rift to another world or exploding us into a crater" she grins. "Why is the sword considered dangerous?" she approaches it and stares through the barrier

09.10.2025 15:48 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

probably nothing much different than her current life, which would make being shocked or burned not worth it at all
"Other worlds...?" Lilya looks at Bell, surprised. she just drops the most incredible things like they are common knowledge. she laughs looking around
"I'm afraid of breaking something

09.10.2025 15:48 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

"I don't know if a fire toothbrush falls in my category of 'fun'" she chuckles "But this crystal sounds intriguing, did anyone actually see a future even though they got hit by lightning or burned? Just wondering if it's worth it.", she thinks for a second what the crystal could show her.

09.10.2025 15:48 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

she didn't expect them to ask. lies didn't come easily to her, and even when she tried, it was very obvious.
"Hm. You know what my dreams are like now. If we met as I was trying to get a clear mind, it would be like fanning a fire", she says, avoiding their eyes "Vidid dreams feel like memories"

09.10.2025 13:02 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

"Funny, I think. Then dangerous?" she admired the sword and then looked at the spider that Bellara had motioned to,"Why would someone create a fake spider?" she shuddered. Lilya is keeping her hands to her back to not run and touch everything like a kid

09.10.2025 10:08 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

"Yes", her smile turns a bit sad, "We need them to decide what paths we want to follow in the future. Otherwise, we'd just keep trying the same things over and over"

09.10.2025 03:36 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

she puts a hand on his shoulder to try to cheer him up "And you're doing a great job, Cole" she smiles at him

09.10.2025 02:17 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

very good results in the present, can't say it will hold up in the future

09.10.2025 02:16 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

she laughs, caught by surprise "Thank you!", she says again still laughing and hugs him

09.10.2025 00:05 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Thank you Cole ๐Ÿซ‚

08.10.2025 23:54 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

With the latest choices I can't really argue with it

08.10.2025 23:27 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

#nsfw
putting her hand over the strong wrist holding her face and caressing up to their forearm, feeling them, looking into their eyes, "Can I touch you?" her other hand was drawing circles on their skin below their navel, but not reaching for their cock yet

08.10.2025 22:24 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

#nsfw
she wanted to touch them, to taste them in her mouth, to feel them inside of her but Vincent grabbed her face and she blinked to focus on their words: 'don't kiss me'.
she looked at their lips, their mustache still wet with her and nodded "Yes", she managed,

08.10.2025 22:21 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

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