Hogfrog

I just had a telehealth consult with my GP.. Repeat Rx x 7, yaaay

Antibiotics, pred, antacids, and the fancy migraine wafers that are perfection- I just can't take them long-term. 3 tablets. Migraines can last days for me!

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echoing this! you know you best, and a dr isn't always in the right profession. if a dr is just googling or following The Book, it's good if you can speak to a second one for a different perspective and level of GAF.

some Drs need a slap

they just.. accept some symptoms but don't diagnose. my last GP fucking GOOGLED my eczema and went, yep. (different ballgame but some Drs - how r u in this job?)

eeyep. she gets pissed at herself and takes it out on us. pointing out her behaviour has her project 'NO, u did it!!1' The projection is unreal.

We stopped acknowledging things, but she finds ways to get under our skin and raises random, irrelevant details. Moving the goalposts.

IT'S A PORTAL TO THE ABYSS

of um, puppies and timtam biscuits

luckily family so far knows the truth, and im so glad we don't have friends LOL. bc they would absolutely fuck off and not put up with this. I don't want to make excuses for her behaviour. she is what she is & I can't let ppl think it's a bad day or a quirk.

They are in their own world! They insist events & words were said when it hasn't, and won't budge. we know what's real, but it's so hard when she spouts BS to her gp or anyone else, and we're like, uuhh..

I want a new reality.

I'm holding onto some positives.

Ghost of Yotei is fun.

My x-mas decor is in the mail, due next week.

My dog has been biting my feet whenever she wants something, eg going outside, in the rain. She can bite for as long as she wants- if I say no, she licks my ankle.

It's definitely narcissism, but something else too. It's like watching a crackhead who changes conspiracy theories daily & accuses you of stealing the stash they just snorted, then asks for some cash and a favour.

Bc getting strangers involved is going to escalate shit. We need a mental health team.

My psychologist said if W won't talk, you can't force them. Like a stubborn 4yo. 'nya nya, can't hear yoouu!'

Staying quiet doesn't work, they just scream louder and 30 mins longer trying to get a reaction.

They'll forget what they did, tomorrow.

I'm dumb, and will try to pretend like nothing is wrong, especially when we have guests (support worker).

The Allegiance & mood flip is unbelievable.

One minute, they're cheery & accommodating. Say something like 'Don't u mean left-side, not right?' and it's setting off a 💣.

Screaming insults, all your flaws, you always coach them, you Did X Thing 8.3yrs & 4 months ago. You never were on their side.

It's insane.

X, y & z was said. And you can wager $500 that in the next 10 minutes, or 10 hours-- that you're wrong, E, F & G was said and you twist their words, you don't remember anything, you don't stand up for yourself, you're a cvnt.

Another day in paradise.

I got screamed at with the usual & some new flaws.

You can hear everything outside, I'm surprised no one has rang the police yet.

Ooook.

the Meltdown last night, at 1-2am, was..... something.

The Narcissist needs professional help, but is in-denial and won't change.

I'll certainly be spending Xmas day on my own.

I can't sleep w/o white noise, but it's a very specific tone and volume. I use a tower fan. used to wear NC headphones and played airplane cabin pressure noise, or particular rain.

I understand! most thoughts at bedtime isn't bad things, it's anything and everything and it gets hyped up since I'm just a log in the dark

I'm certain I have ADHD, too, for sooooo many reasons.

at night, there's no distractions, so your mind has free reign. I think of shit that happened 20+ years ago

a monkey is holding a stack of pink playing cards in its hands . ALT: a monkey is holding a stack of pink playing cards in its hands .

real footage of me picking a card

I want this year to end on a high note. I'm simple.

Posting here for reasons, does any mutuals want a holidays/Christmas card?

🤔 Overseas shipping for a greeting card is $3..

Ppl, especially family, who insist they know more than you.

I know my wheelchair's functions & maintenance more than anyone but the techie. ffs

stop gaslighting that what I was involved in, never happened or happened differently

I wasn't ASLEEP when he worked on my chair.

TFW you're Angry and your art isn't turning out decent bc of said mood

then something clicks, and you become Angry bc you're now making progress but Art Time is nearly over

>:(

🫂

'oh hey, XYZ; wow, it's been awhile since we last spoke/txted/whatever! '

is what I'd say. make THEM explain what they want. they txted, they can move to the next step themselves w/o being told 'tell me y ur here'

oh god

Twitter makes me so unbelievably angry.. sexism, racism saturated cesspool. it's like a giant bar brawl 24/7

my tl here is good vibes and makes me happy.

today was fucking ri-dic-ulous.

time to game and maybe watch a new movie. (the long walk)

got 1.5 hrs sleep this evening, this morning I woke at 5. yaay

mum isn't allowing it; insects can hide anywhere and bombs leave a coating on everything AFAIK, and my lungs are bad enough.

tell your landlady you need a couple days notice please & thank you, so you can organise your pets! 😤 animals are more vulnerable to chemicals gdi

impromptu technicians meeting this morniiiing

I had plans with my SW, so I guess we'll be in the lounge room instead.

the guys better be competent and are not here for more than 2 hours. no breakfast for this pig today (can't access my bathroom)

I have a relative who wants to use a bug bomb.. dog or not, I'd have to stay outside for 4+ hours. Even if it's not raining season, WTAF?? ppl don't THINK