I just wish I didn't feel so empty alot of the time. What is going to fulfill me? What do I even need?
everyday I start to think I'm more alone than I think
SANFORD #MadnessCombat
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WHAT A GOSH DARNED MESS
i always feel alone at home.
im tired and i wish i didnt have to keep going. im just living in anxiety of being left alone. im so desperate its fucking pathetic
we're in the same bed
#jax #tadc #art #traditional #theamazingdigitalcircus
THESE ARE SO BEAUTIFUL!!
some works I did over the course of my stupid break too
If you grief in dandys world (for no good justified reason) I genuinely HATE you
Stream drawing. Hank's just doin' the work. #madnesscombat
i hate myself alot because everything i do feels like its just my fault. friends ignoring me? probably my fault. mom is in a bad mood? my fault. ughhjdmf im not even excited for my birthday anymore im just waiting atp for something to happen so i can be distracted
its like no matter what im always fucking ignored dude i hate it here. i try to reach out to someone and they just ignore me. maybe im just being dramatic but theyre always with J. always with them. im starting to dislike them.
found this image the other day and i keep giggling at it
He's 100% certain this has a 30% chance that it's 50/50 odds this is a good idea. #madnesscombat
someday ill wake and rub my eyes
and in that land beyond the skies
youll find
me
I drew it on Madnes Day but it remained unnoticed
#madnesscombat #madness
I'm considering just deactivating all of my socials atp bc I'm just tired of everyone
i hate this. i hate feeling alone. i hate it so goddamn much it eats me from the inside out. and it hruts thinking my friends are probably gonna forget me after a few years.
-try to experience stuff i missed when i was young, playing roblox with people, making accounts and pposting my ideas and art. but it feels like its slowly being chipped away by old fucks who arent even gonna be here when their changes take effect onto the younger generation or whatever.
im so sick of feeling isolated. i know its stupi dbut after i got my chat taken away in roblox im lowk just pissed and upset. i know i can call with friends on discord but i shouldnt HAVE to do this just so i can hang out. and it sucks because ive been trying to just put myself out there and maybe-
i hate being alone.
i HATE being alone.
like ltierally why am i crying over you
why do i feel disgusting for wanting attention and affection.
i feel so sick. why is it whenevr i start feeling.. "alone" i guess i jsut feel horrible. i feel like such a burden and i feel like i should just get over it but it genuinely makes me sad
whiteboard doodle ^_^ happy new year by the way!
#madnesscombat
get OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
get out of the agency fruit loopsπ
Local Femboy endorses the consumption of bricks /j
#MadnessCombat
