im just someone in the background to everyone else. and if im not im just making things worse and another burden. ok.
13.08.2025 01:19 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0@nixishere.bsky.social
| Artist / Writer | | Nix / Jonah / Deimos | | She/They | !!! DO **NOT** REPOST MY ART ON OTHER SITES !!! AI, PROSHIPPERS, ZOOS, ETC DNI
im just someone in the background to everyone else. and if im not im just making things worse and another burden. ok.
13.08.2025 01:19 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0im never enough am i
13.08.2025 01:18 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0#sinners
29.04.2025 14:00 β π 1538 π 708 π¬ 8 π 5A painted poster for the new horror film Weapons. A screaming, bloody man's face with bulging eyes is framed between two sheets of school paper. the title weapons is below in rough red letters, and the sheets of paper have child-like doodles of stick fingers drawn as if running, a syringe, and a fork.
Really loved Weapons, had to do some fan art.
13.08.2025 00:33 β π 1452 π 195 π¬ 29 π 4Here are some of the tiers of the Ersatz Kickstarter, launching September 1st! Announcing these in advance so people can save up. Consider following the pre-launch page!
13.08.2025 00:50 β π 41 π 13 π¬ 5 π 0dude that one where i requested ppl to ask me to draw madcom chars im sorry to the people who asked cuz my motivation is at an all time low. also i do NOT know how to draw church holy shit
10.08.2025 23:53 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0unbeatable whimsy in this man i believe
#madnesscombat
wonderous!
10.08.2025 23:51 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0tastes like feathers and irritation β€οΈ #madnesscombat (iffy about tagging this but might as well)
10.08.2025 22:35 β π 7 π 2 π¬ 2 π 0Fuckinβ sick
10.08.2025 16:24 β π 9129 π 2601 π¬ 85 π 84one deimos hot n ready to go!!! #madnesscombat
(the other drawing requests are coming later todayβ¦ π)
i feel like im gonna have another like 2 month art block or an entire year
10.08.2025 15:09 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0i would post more like good art but magma is so. slow for no reason on my computer
10.08.2025 14:52 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0draw jebus with wings but tricky is biting on them
10.08.2025 14:29 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 1 π 1i knew it #tadc
10.08.2025 07:54 β π 43 π 5 π¬ 1 π 0i dont know how to explain it but alot of the time i feel behind of every other teen in my grade mentally. i feel like they have something i dont and it makes me angry. im jealous.
09.08.2025 23:31 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Hi everyone, It's time
My iPad has officially started giving up. I've started a little fundraiser to help me finally upgrade my art station! It's been much needed, so please consider checking it out or supporting! It would mean the world to me <3
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HAPPY BDAY!!! <333
08.08.2025 21:14 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0i feel like i didnt get to enjoy my life enough. idk and everytime i go to school now i cry by just how overwhelmed i get
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Thanks @krinkels.newgrounds.com
#madness #madnesscombat #mpn
i feel a very instense doom now that im realizing im getting older. i dont think theres time tbh
07.08.2025 20:54 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0Awake
But at what cost
#deer π¦
hey @bsky.app why was @scumbelievable.bsky.social suspended? considering the timing (she just put a new book out) it feels like someone is weaponizing your safety features in a targeted manner
07.08.2025 01:47 β π 2132 π 1017 π¬ 11 π 148and remember, DO NOT STOP CALLING.
ive updated the phone call cheat sheet one more time!
imgur: imgur.com/a/sC2YqPA
more comprehensive info can be found here:
stop-paypros.neocities.org
yellat.money
this school makes me want to vomit
06.08.2025 21:34 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0me when when i always feel disgusting and lower than everyone else no matter what in every situation and i feel like nobody ever truly liked me in the first place.
05.08.2025 23:10 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0me when i realize just how sad and pathetic i am lmao!! when im never gonna feel content with myself no matter how much i distract myself and love myself.
05.08.2025 23:06 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0it actually makes me feel worse cuz im like "oh they have it worse im so pathetic"
05.08.2025 17:14 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0If you call suicide selfish youre a fucking idiot, but if you think keeping someone who is suicidal alive is selfish you are also a fucking idiot. It is not selfish to try and give someone a reason to live, it is not selfish to keep someone alive. Stop being stupid
04.08.2025 14:57 β π 22 π 13 π¬ 2 π 0am i the only one who doesnt get people who follow vent accounts. like genuinely, not in a hateful way but why would you want something that reminds you of how horrible you feel? granted i listen to music but thats just to like, cry it out yk? but idk watching vids about people s/h makes me feel bad
05.08.2025 17:06 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0