@nytrobladewing.bsky.social
I am a Robotic Dragoness Streamer, Gamer, and Gremlin! I stream on Twitch at https://www.twitch.tv/dark_shadoan Asexual/TransWoman Single Gameshow Staff Organizer on VRChat I am mostly here to vibe and have a good time, drama is something I avoid.
After what EA just did to the studio that gave them record-breaking sales with Battlefield? Nuked their games from my computer, and then their app.
An EA game will never grace my computer ever again--this also includes Mass Effect.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=iWmK...
My most sincerest of condolensces, Crash.
We're all here if you need someone to lean on.
So glad to be a part of something special. Thank you for giving me this chance, Hiro! And congratulations to everyone else who made it, too! {Insert noisemaker here}
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GOP in 1992: "Clinton will take your guns!"
CLINTON: "No, I won't."
GOP in 2008: "Obama will take your guns!"
OBAMA: "No, I won't."
GOP in 2020: "Biden will take your guns!"
BIDEN: "No, I won't."
GOP in 2024: "Harris will take away your guns!"
DONALD TRUMP: "You can't have guns."
TikTok is already being turned into a propaganda machine.
A lack of ability to see criticism can persuade users to think that means thereβs (unanimous) support.
That, AND itβs collecting your data for whatever purpose it wants, & I bet at least a few of them youβd be horrified by.
Just delete it.
I have been trying to keep my head down for the next few years, trying to keep quiet about the shit going on.. but I can't anymore.
If you support, even indirectly or minorly, -anything- that either this traitorous administration or their Goon Squads (Including ICE)?
Go fuck yourself.
I'm proud to announce that I'm making a new Twitch team, Furtify!
A furry Twitch team that focuses on support all around, from streamer's goals to charities that focuses on many different causes!
Help me build a team full of helpful beans to help each other!
Applications in replies!
#furrylive
I've made the official decision to transition.
I am switching from being "Genderfluid" to being "TransWoman", my pronouns will be She/Her from now on and I do plan on transitioning once I get out of my current living situation.
-- several years.
I have a lot of thinking I need to do.
Thanks for reading me vent, if you did.
Ciao.
-- out where I'm going, what I'm going to be; if my identity is what I want it to be, if I'm going to just switch to being a TransWoman, if I'm just going to burn my family and start over, and if I'm going to continue dealing with the mental and verbal abuse I have been dealing with for the last --
-- and just start over in some other state or country. I'm not okay. I'm not happy. I'm not content. I'm just existing, just surviving.
And at times it feels like the only people who legitimately care are people who listen to me all the time.
The next few weeks will be dedicated to figuring --
-- ever enough.
Last night was the one time in a long time where I've actively thought about just purging my entire friends list and just starting over.
Debating if going homeless and living in a homeless shelter is worth it for my own peace of mind. Or if I should just burn everything --
-- ostrasized from reality, making me question certain friendships I have, and debating whether or not I should just completely isolate myself from everyone and just hide away for several months.
Despite everything I've done, been trying to do, or aspiring to do it feels like nothing I do is --
Not gonna lie, I seriously have not been feeling okay lately.
Between being disrespected by people I thought were friends, feeling like I have to dance on eggshells or landmines whenever I talk to someone, and the abject failure of my twitch streaming career has left me feeling completely --
Give me a poke over discord with details if you need my help! Am interested in helping.
One of my best friends is in dire need of support and is risking losing everything because of the stupid government of Texas just being a regular bunch of slack-jawed dimwitted lethargic morons.
gofund.me/d5cc12d2
Apparently can't edit my posts here. So I'll put it here since I forgot to add it afterwards but #PapaBarks2025 !
Let's get 'er goin' with Papa Barks!
I am afraid I have absolutely terrible news. I need a lot of help now, from everyone. I currently have NO CLEARED DONOR for transplant and we only have a short period of time to get this done. Please SHARE THIS WITH EVERYONE AND PLEASE TRY TO DONATE!
All the information is at iggyland.org
There's a reason why I love watching this guy on YouTube. Spits straight up facts on these trade schools.
youtu.be/WYJDBDZURro?...
I'd rather take a chance and fail, than not try at all and just feel like my entire life passed me by without me ever trying to take charge of it.
And I legitimately do not think I will ever truly feel freedom until my Dad passes on.
Just stupid old person thoughts, I guess.
I want to go out, explore.
I want to go and try and make a go of it on my fucking own.
Nobody in my family is supportive of this.
They'd rather I stay in the same place, in the same cage, and just do the same dull shit day after day...
Birthday is in 2 days...
Should be happy, but I'm getting up there in age. And the FOMO of age is starting to hit in. Feeling like I missed out on a lot of things in my life and I kind of want to get out there and actually DO shit.
Can't right now because of family.
About to say 'fuck the family'
Also I received an email from my workplace about 4-5 days after they sent the original email, and were able to find additional funding so my job is secure--for now, at least.
Fuck this current government administration.
I've seen headless chickens act in a more organized manner than this nonsense.
Considering my friends keep falling the scams and getting hacked on discord...
DO NOT CLICK ON ANY LINKS you receive from anyone or see in channels--ESPECIALLY if they claim its a Free ANYTHING. Game, money, cards, whatever. Ignore them all.
They're all phishing scams.
Considering what Zuckerburg just did for his 'content changes' where he is completely going full-on hate-speech against anyone that isn't straight or cis?
Whatever chances I had of thinking about getting a Quest 3 or Quest Pro?
Poof. Gone. I'm not going to support someone who hates on identity.
<-- money that the reason I'm losing my job?
Is because of Donald Trumpfucker and Elon Muskrat. DOGE likely gutted the DDD and they cut my boss' off at the same fucking time.
2025 is shaping out to be the worst year of my life so far. Fuck it all. *